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hahz.. 15 dec @ 12.36..... a special day..?? =))

ritex.... woke up @ 12. 04 den lai4 chuang2 till 1pm.. hahz.. cos mummy not at home to pull me outta bed.. chat with hezekiah bout x'mas gifts.. hahz x) gg for magic of love concert later with my whole big familee... =)

hmmmm.. i startin to question how even family relationship lasts.. ytd scene was scary

sometimes, i feel like i'm wearin a mask..i sometime say things dat please ppl, n i say its fine with me... but in fact... i don't..haiz.. i tink i'm changing.. i'm supposed to be the one who is vv straightforward... dis isn't me at all...

vivo

right.. so.. it has been 3 days since the chalet has ended.. spendin time with frens for an entire 3 days was an absolute smash.. reali enjoyed myself.. first time no naggings n scoldings 4 like 48 hrs straight..played pool, arcade, bowling, cards, mah jong n eatin..

swt things did happen =)... potaoes, prawns, arcade, pool, ghost tellin,sofa.......hahz.. dese memories will nv be forgotten.. =) but.... not gonna let off a few ppl.. pang seh me nv come... boos!!

but aft those days..... borin life.. no thx to a few big mouths.. i like not allowed to step outta the hse ti go out with my frens... but nvm.. 2day went vivo with my mom n bro.. i guess, since cnt go with frens.. mux take advantage of dis opportunity rite? hahz.. so sent my bro n yining go watch 'happy feet', den mom n me hit the stores le..... in the 2 hrs we shopped.. we like only walk the 2nd level only la..n spent $300 liao... heh heh.. outt of dat 300 bucks, i spent $60 on precious thots membership card, $47 on a supposedly velvet skirt which i'm gonna wear as a top >.<>

den, wen to watch 'deck the halls' usin the free tickets kindly given by uncle alex.. oh man.. he rox... may be watchin 'eragon' at the cathay dis wed thx to him again..the show was funny la.. but it ended with the line dat family is still the most impt!!!den daddy came to pick us up n go eat.. suppposed to eat crab de.. but dunno y the crab like shrunk la... so daddy refunded it.. ohh... my poor poor crab fly le.. x))

well.. doin nthg much.. cept now anticipating 4 the first n ever dnt club farewell party!! n it clashes on the wed... neh... somehow.. i'm gonna wriggle time out to go the cathay.. yepps... n trainin too.. my nc 1... haiz...today aft trainin nc 3 n 4.... i reali vv worried 4 mock comp le... i reali hope day pass thru..

guess dat bout it! =)


everyday... i jux wanna hear yr voice once n it'll make me feel contented with wadeva i hve now.. missin u more den eva...

e day b4 bbq

okies... so today woke up at 8.. got ready 4 trainin.. feel reali sian.. went dere c the whole team do drill.. i mean where got a team do 10 times, kekenan lerose still can do wrong!! haiz.. den we just continues la.. den wad i tot them 2 trainins ago for 45 min... the jerkin wen turnin.. dey come give me crap today again.....

den first aid, their attitude reali sux la.. squad break can take 45 min!!!!! made me reali dun hve any mood to teach them..lucky got wong n yi yang sir over dere.. i only looked forward to lunch.. lol.. x) aft luch we like only did 1 case 4 1.5 hrs?!! so in the end we got fed up.. we decided not to be so nice.. yepx.. for every mistake.. it was knock it down.. hope dey got the message..

den we decided to hve a tok with them.. made them noe y we have to be more strict.. how we put them in the teams.. blah... haiz... still got wrk plan to do.. heng sir help me do fa n ftdrill or i die liao...i only needa do hme nursin.. x)

den.. get so excited bout tmr chalet... guess only one prsn will noe y.... =) mux start preparin le... oh yeah.. also managed to get caterer 4 the food 4 dnt farewell within the budget :) all thx to daddy..


sometimes, i jux get tired with everything... i feel like jux givin it all up.. but does givin up everything also means u? if so.. i'm willin to edure all...cos i dun wanna lose u.

tired

hahz.. so today.. kena woken up by my mom @ 9 smthg.. zzzzzZZzzzzz..... i so wanna slp.. but didn't wanna turn into a pig..so i got up... tot cld do some preparation 4 the bbq..but found out my parents hve already did it themselves.. so no complaints frm me.. nthg to do can more slack..hahz.. but ended up helpin my mom mark books.. lol.. xp

in the aftnoon i again cook maggie noodles for bro, mom n i... before seein time fly till bout 4 smthg den go tuition at 5... dinner was some malay food.. yepx..... hmmm... y can't live be more interestin??? the only thng i can look forward to is the chalet le...haiz....


sometimes i reali wonder.. is my life supposed to be dat messy? havin to hear my mom's 'sayings'.. c how things reali are at home.. i reali do feel tired sometimes... now.. i only wish 4 u to get better.. i reali do want yr company at the chalet...it means much more den u tink....

borin

ok.. so it was like i got pulled out of bed at 8 4 tuition... till like bout 11.30.. den my stomach started growling so ask go eat lunch but my parents like can't be bothered la.. so end up i cooked century egg porridge 4 my family.. hahz.. it was nice la... x)

den i dunno wad made me go trim my hair.. cos it ended gettin cut more shorter den wad i wanted.. argh!!! but i guess seein athena my baby cousin kena cut hair also worth it la..hahz.. poor daling struggling like crazy..also received 2 movie tics frm aunty jasmine to watch deck the halls in any cinema i want... i certainly am gg vivocity man.... =)

den, went to uncle alfred hse.. did practically nothg dere.. but c how dey use skype to talk online in grps... yepx..den came home le.. i noe.. wad i borin day..


missed ya so much.. wish i was dere the whole day with u..haiz.. jux glad u enjoyed yrself thruout the day..

hmmmm

hahz.. lets c... today was like basically slack the whole day la.. slp till bout 11 smthg.. heh heh.. x) den help cook 3 saugages for supposedly lunch.. lucky daddy n mummy came back..

went to the bbq wholesale centre to check out the food we can order 4 weds n thurs bbq n daddy suddenly give treat.. eat 4 course meal.. yumm..!!! aft dat, went to yue hwa help aunty stella buy things she nd.. b4 gg back 4 spanish dance cls.. so freakin sian la.. dey want to cancel the performance cos our attendancr poor..but like our fault.. the last 2 mths cher like always got smthg cropped up den cancel cls.. of cors the dance can't complete la.. haiz.

nvm.. aft dance, go c daddy friend with 4 children which is like oldest 6 yrs younger den me.. den both bros also nv come.. freakin sian lor.. like hafta self entertain.. dinner eat tom yam steamboat.. n ate 2 ice cream waffer.. heex =) i'll burn the calories off somehow..hahaha

i guess dats bout it le.. ciao 4 now.. :)

its jux dat i can't help feelin jealous sometimes.. even aft i told myself not to so many times...

last trainin

yeps yepx.. so its like wong n me were training the sqd 3 nursins, everything was fine den.. aft i left 5 min with james to do ltp prepration.. i heard dey were crying le.. i mean.. wads dere to cry la... jux bcos dey dun like the xin ma n zone comp selection of who to go where.. dey stat dis whole fuss.. like we ncos make dis type of decisions so easy.. was i little pissed la..

so aft lunch, yiyang sir talkked to dem.. n gave them paper to write who their ideal team wld be.. we tabulated the results.. n finally made the decisions. none of them cld object cos dats wad dey wanted frm wad they wrote...

worst thing, aft all these.. 2 of them suddenly say they want go xin ma.. like wth!!!

reali didn't noe bein an instructor ccan be so difficult de..lol

den went home..wait 4 daddy to come back for dinner.. x)



4 days since i last saw u =) mix u loads....