failure

i'm tired. tired of everything.. i'm jux a nobody now. can't even maintain my own studies.. or anything else.. =(

ytd was horrible. finally broke down in sch. how ironic can it be.. my last year hadto be so "meorable". i dun tink i can hold out any longer. but seriously. thx to those frens all the while beside me. it seriously gave me hope....

forget

well... i'm back frm miami.... missed the food n sun... n mei mei... thx aunty stella n unclr marc for all u've done to make our family enjoy our stay dere... its been long since i blogged.. looks like aft dat trip, so many thgs changed

ok so its over..11jan 12.03am.. crap!! gettin used to it.. yeah.. wadeva.. i dun want to be so trustin animore...... wanna be a cold hard person...... muahahahaha...


i'm losing slp n sometimes i reali feel lyk breakin down. was it such a wrong decision to be so fast.. forget it.. let nature take its course.