Its been more than a year since i've last blogged on this page.I had hoped never did i have to return here alone.
During the last year, we were sharing our words.
Though throughout it all,
it was only me blogging about the times we shared,
happy or sad, contented or angry, still.. it was ours.
But as the saying goes, nothing good ever lasts.
we had to go our separate roads,
without the usual sweet goodbye.
Your chapter opened some what smoothly with another..
while mine was left rocky,
with the edges still freshly scrapped.
I really wonder what happened to us.
our dreams, our plans tgt..
it evaporated within a split sec.
all out of pique, anger and stubbornness? i don't noe..
Nights which i could only cry,
turning and tossing around in bed,
hoping the next call or msg was from you.
But as said, the decision was final.
It was time for me to face the reality
i had so ironically looked up upon.
In the past weeks, i have slowly picked myself up.
Friends i have not talked in the past year,
touched me with their encouragement,
whether a sms, or a short call.. it helped..
People i had never really known stood by me silently,
I now understand the meaning of being in a
noisy crowded place, but yet feeling so alone
with the unexplainable deafening silence.
I had always hated this feeling but what else could i do?
Throwing myself back into dance,
was the best decision i guess...
Letting my passion take control of what was left inside me
gave me back myself, my goal in life.
You've been hurt and so have I.
But time will will heal all wounds.
I have never regretted my decision on 10.07.09
Memories will now only be left between us.
and i wish you all the best.
I can now only say, I will be strong
i'm moving on....
