sometimes love ain't just enough

sometimes i really wonder why... i'm confused and i'm trying really hard but maybe.. i dunno. I'm just filling my week with things to keep myself occupied. but this only reminds me of a life that i had somehow grown accustomed to in the not so far past.. in any case, have been doing alot of random stuff, surfing web, finding songs, tweeting.. lol.. still wanna say, thank you for frens.

anyway, here is a song a found:

Sometimes Love Just Ain't Enough

I don't want to lose you
but I don't want to use you
just to have somebody by my side. I don't want to hate you,
I don't want to take you
but I don't want to be the one to cry.

And that don't really matter to anyone anymore.
But like a fool I keep losing my place
and I keep seeing you walk through that door.

But there's a danger in loving somebody too much,
and it's sad when you know it's your heart you can't trust.
There's a reason why people don't stay where they are.
Baby, sometimes, love just aint enough.

Now, I could never change you
I don't want to blame you.
Baby, you don't have to take the fall.
Yes, I may have hurt you, but I did not desert you.
Maybe I just want to have it all.

It makes a sound like thunder
it makes me feel like rain.
And like a fool who will never see the truth,
I keep thinking something's gonna change.

But there's a danger in loving somebody too much,
and it's sad when you know it's your heart you can't trust.
There's a reason why people don't stay where they are.
Baby, sometimes, love just aint enough.

And there's no way home
when it's late at night and you're all alone.
Are there things that you wanted to say?
And do you feel me beside you in your bed,
there beside you, where I used to lay?

And there's a danger in loving somebody too much,
and it's sad when you know it's your heart they can't touch.
There's a reason why people don't stay who they are.
Baby, sometimes, love just ain't enough.

Baby, sometimes, love... it just ain't enough.
Oh, Oh, Oh, No

christmas 2010

MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYBODY!!

its currently 11.56pm.. 4 more min before this christmas ends.

the wonders of blogging after such a long period of time is that there is so much to say. lol. Well, its also sch hols now.. in another 2 months i'll be graduating from poly already. time really whizzes past so fast. School is as usual.. with assignments thrown to us like free.. event for gelare and some crap thing happened.. first time most ppl see me really pissed off.. oh wells, as usual it blew over in bout 1 hrand now, currently heading with xiu ying the BS open house event..

Went to FB production last week. Really awesome! Ks really outdid himself with his antics, diane and edi also did extremely well.. so other than the waacking class i have started already, i'm gonna sign up for HOUSE in jan with vee =) somehow, i don't know what my life would be without dance.

as for ♥ , we had our 1mth anniversary at marina barrage! my first time there, really sweet! sit there enjoy the wind and scenery with the sandwich ♥ made plus my potato salad..!! seeing a group trying to fly a sotong kite.. lol!! den we went to try out fish spa at marina square. it was really ticklish! me and ♥ cldn't stop laughing for the first 5 min.. and best.. we paid for 10min but the prsn forgot to call us and we ended up sitting there for nearly 30 min before we left only cos our movie was starting! hahahah!! so worth it right? x) Tron is a must watch show... seriously damn cool concept.! den we went to nyny and ♥ spammed the cotton candy! haha... it was a real good ending to such a sweet day! =) but ♥ is getting busy these few weeks, with danzation pracs, imp7ct training plus call back by army.. doubt i can see him these few days.. missin him!! =(

Christmas this year really happening!

had my first dinner with ballet babes.. changed venue from timbre to some italian restaurant than brewekz.. totally fun!! cam whore and jux chat! plus played MAFIA... and all so smart... solve so fast!! and all currently setting to meet up for lunch again.. can't wait x)

yesterday finally met up with the rest at julian's hse. after xmas countdown, gift exchange super funny.. "big boys use potty' was one of the present.. LOL.. i got an esprit towel plus a esprit perfume which was leeyang's but since he was a guy and plus i brought an extra gift for him to play the gift exchange.. he gave it to me.. hehehe!! but it was used to spray on everybody! poor andy whole body sprayed till he got intoxicated from the fumes and puked! he conked out immediately in jovan's car... hahah!!

and in the afternoon, bathed ally plus baked a cheesecake too.. diabetic friendly for grandma.. haha!! the texture was perfect, base was equally crisp and crumbly.. however, it was abit salty/sour because it was pure philadelphia cream cheese.. lol.. but today, everybody still ate a piece =) healthy dessert!! but the process to make was really funny!! the over spoilt so i short circuited the whole hse like 5 times.. and aylwin game got cut off like 5 times too.. hahah!! mummy thought it was a real joke x) thank goodness kayleng hse got oven.. Today at uncle dixon hse.. pot luck xmas.. ate good food which every family cooked! highlights were ESCARGOTS from france.. heeeee =) yummy!! and i found out drawing lots is getting to be a trend in choosing gifts!! drew out no 2 for aunty daphne's present and received chocolates =)

♥ is coming back from KL tmr.. hope he enjoyed and rested himself before getting back to his packed schedule this month... missing him..!

well.. my bed is calling!! NITEX!

short hair

Yes i know.. its been LLONGG like dunno how many freakin months.. oh well.. many things happened since i last changed this blog's layout.. hmm... think of switching again..hee x)

well.... i haave led my life well, going to school, catching up wwith frens, doing things i love and had no time to do in the past year.. simple things like going to a library to read a book. Gotto thank vee for it.. without her by myside, i think i'm still a fly with no head..

well.. heres to update.. aft 16 yearss... i finally got the courage... to...

CUT MY HAIR..!! yups.. its SHORT now...... =) and i'm loving every min of it..

i have been chionging nutcracker rehearsals for the past month and sure is damn glad its finally over.. the performance was fun and new frens were made. the costume was grand and the only thing that screwed up was the smoke machine.. lol

and have been gg to o sch for open classes.. needa buck up in my stagnant stage. i went to watch teenage-kpop dance battle.. was supposedly to go support edi and yiliang's crew. with vee who was to support her fren.. end up i really dunno how it all ended up.. but i got to know him and he became this special someone.! managed to meet his crew IMP7CT and yup.. they were the champions who won the competition =)) Went to celebrate alfred's birthday which i gotto say is damn freakin touching.. gary and jovelle seriously outdone themselves.. 20 min+ movie, the birthday surprise, a personalized scrapbook... i nearly cried even watching it =X.. it was meant to be a 3d2n chalet, but the 2nd night everybody had sch can't stay and somehow it became special to us...welll.. alot of ppl has been asking me about my relationship status.. i'm attached to this wonderful sweet boy ♥ !! but prefer this relationship to be low-profile cos we feel its a personal thing.. heh heh. so 171110 is our lucky day.. some may seem it fast.. but its been 2 weeks, and it feels like we've know each for so long... I'm feel i'm damn lucky cos without planning, we also a got to perform on the same production- The nutcracker.. so could see him nearly everyday due to rehearsals.. haha! aft performance, went for supper with my frens.. and they met dardar!! can say it went well... uuuberrrr hhappyyy =)

and other than the competition, went to watch osch recital which my dardar was performing.. first time see him dance in his element =) awesomee!! gonna try out nxt year and see how.. hee hee... and just not long, went uwb.. the 38 bucks paid was truely well spent.. so many great crew performed.. really gained alot of inspiration and make me reallly wanna train harder!!

and the last 24 hours, i really enjoyed myself..

i managed to spend time with dardar!! caught HP movie 7 part 1, and had his complete undivided attention... really wished this weekend didn't hafta end... inside me now, there is this warm feeling cos i can feel his care concern and love. huggs and kissed ♥!!