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hahhz.. its been long since i last posted..... not cos i didn't want.. is cos my comp lag till 1/2 hr still can't enter this blooody page.. but currently in KL.. usin the hotel's comp.. heheh. x)


well... many things hve happened.. prelims, olvl.. n other unforgettable things.. i can say i learnt independence.... i can pick up maself faster aft i've fallen... but aniwae.. hve been thinkin back dis hols.. four years of sec life has jux ended... jux miss the old times.. with cls, frens, cca.. haix.. though i noe dere wld be one day for seperation.. it jux seems to soon for me.. >.<

SJ farewell jux ended.. n i can't stop thinkin.. dis was one cca which i hated n found ways n means to pon it... but now, its a cca i love n is gonna miss... maybe its the frens...sqd4 0'7 we'll always remain=) its was fun..we ate spaghetti..n wong who sat beside me said a sentence which meant alot to me.. u made a difference in my life too.. den had a performance at the AVT.. *air-con*.. hahz.. cute shows.. n for the baby guessin game, we jux guessed glenn whether boy or gal.. lolx.. den we exchaanged presents.. the letters i received seriously touched me.. thx peeps! =)


hahz.. ok.. also had outin with clarice, wong, yeo n shi ya... thx for helpin me choose my dress.. heex x) the nxt big thing is prom liaox...can't wait.. so far planed is go with shiya to the studio to get ready..hahz.. <<>> =)


also, got a job liaox.. at bugis street.. shld be cinfirmed le bah... thx kc =) hahz...

okok.. gtg le.. gg check out soon le.. hope my comp repairs soon n i can blog mre...

thinking ahead

whee! so its like 4 mths since i've typed smthg on dis blog. hahz. well... jux glad dat my life is back on track. maybe the decision wasn't as negative as i thought. It reali gave me a time to tink over my priorities...

well the impt thing is i'm sixteen! hahz.. yesh.. can go watch nc 16 movies le... x) but dat day reali held many happy memories for me. had a party with my friends at my hse... victor lau / chan, jian wen, frederick, glenn, of cors bryan toh n yeo, leonard, jun rong, hwee li, yeo, wong, rice, shi ya.. etc... thx guys.. all yr presence meant alot to me.. also... found out most of the ppl like to play mah jong. hahz.. x)

yupx... i'm now a back to pure science.. n my grades did improve.. frm like 33 to 20.. big difference for me la but jux hope i can maintain it mann... reali regret the ways i spent my days slacking... decided to concentrate for my olvls le... gonna buck up my ch frm b4 to a1!lol..... i swithched seats with aloysious cos scared fan drop frm ceiling >.<>

so glad i got my darling ally... my lovely little dog. showed me wad was unconditional love.. loving me for who i am... welcoming me with delight wenever i come home, n providing joy n laughter...luv ya sweetie. =)



wen hope is lost, look aroung u n u'll find it does exist in the love of yr family n frens. =)

sJ comp

oh yeah.. so it was like comp today.... n we like practically swept all the thropies available. out of 16 catogories, we swept 15. so proud of everybody. reali felt it proved to be a mark to make Na bond again.. with all our irregular training n everything still can get best in first aid, homenursing.... ooohhhhh... n especially best in FOOTDRILL! we got like FULL MARKS given by the bavy officer!!! first time in sj history mann... ironically, we were the last last year.. hahz... oh yeah.. we overall champions do rawk..

hated the fa judge though.. say enclosed area y so loud? its like give us scenario east coast park. call us to act real, den like with the waves crashing, if we talk softly, how to communicate with the rest of the team? but who cares? we still got best! hahz. x)

yupx.. den dinner at suntec fountain of wealth where we started dedicating to each other on the waterfall. reali hafta thank shi ya, calista, hannah, bi xia for wad they have done for us. =) den daddy came to fetch me, met marcus n his daughter.. chao cuteee... hahz..

kk.. quite late le.. hafta get up early tmr also.. sianded.

you get wad u want wen u least expect it...

failure

i'm tired. tired of everything.. i'm jux a nobody now. can't even maintain my own studies.. or anything else.. =(

ytd was horrible. finally broke down in sch. how ironic can it be.. my last year hadto be so "meorable". i dun tink i can hold out any longer. but seriously. thx to those frens all the while beside me. it seriously gave me hope....

forget

well... i'm back frm miami.... missed the food n sun... n mei mei... thx aunty stella n unclr marc for all u've done to make our family enjoy our stay dere... its been long since i blogged.. looks like aft dat trip, so many thgs changed

ok so its over..11jan 12.03am.. crap!! gettin used to it.. yeah.. wadeva.. i dun want to be so trustin animore...... wanna be a cold hard person...... muahahahaha...


i'm losing slp n sometimes i reali feel lyk breakin down. was it such a wrong decision to be so fast.. forget it.. let nature take its course.