forget

i finally understand how sucky it can get... didn't have any mood to do anything so help mum with cookin in the morning.. den went back to slp at bout 4 pm till now.. haha.. its like its so freakin meaningless.. its raining outside so can't go jogging also.. oh yeah! i plan to lose at least 3kg durin this hols mann.. i'm currently in the correct track..x)

tmr probably gg for church... den i'll be off for chalet on mon.. the guys planning a surprise for me.. lol.. dunno wad they up to.. so meeting shiling first,, have decide to go vivo to buy my beret... i'm so in love with dat... mux go shopping with zx again.. hee hee..

just forget forget forget forget forget!

used...

Yesterday was fun..after all the morning calls to mostly everyone...and everybody met an hr later than the time set.. finally went out with ben and gang who crapped like they never met for 10 years.... buy shoes sponsored by daddy.. den eat sushi till full.. played bball at the arcade.. with jovan and kai hitting 336 plus ben and chunyong hitting 335.. den act shooting movie..freak ass funny..and watched marley and me.. that show made me freakin cry like crap.. haha.. lucky ben also accompany me in wasting tissue x) it seriously depends on the company mann.. though we did like nthg, the outing was filled with laughter and everybody was themselves.. it made everything A OK!

slept at 6am ytd... crap every shit thing dat i'm in a damn stupid foul mood.. fuck!
feeling so stupid like everytime.. fairytales are so fake. but this is reality so gotto buck up and stop becoming so naive.

OVER!!! first year poly

FINALLY ALL PAPERS ARE OVER!!!!! WHOO HOO!!! I have finished my 1st year of poly =)

yes adede u're finally officially 18 =).. u've been quite a good gal, putting more effort than any exams since entering poly!! x) well, i am damn happy now.. all papers down.. and even managed to celebrate my birthday on sunday.. popiah was a success..=)) later will post more pictures.. finally have time to update.. well.. here goes..

sunday, woke up at 7am to do marketing and preparation of popiah till 4pm plus den waited for the rest of my family to come.. its been long since i jux spent my birthday only with family.. it let me feel a warm feeling.. especially the "get choc from the cake rush" wen cutting of the cake. it made me feel that we cousins are also very close, jokin here and there but always dere wen u need advice.. though mux thank jiayin for instigating yr bro to spread cream over my face.. hahaha =)) it was a great 18th birthday=)

monday, lucky studied for macro.. woke up in the morn to deliver popiah to kai before heading out for econs test.. wheeeeeee=)) can la.. average paper..

tues, due to procrastinating, i only started on my 9 chapter of BMGT at 7pm mon.. freakin all memorising.. lucky kai force me to study.. alot stuff came out.. managed to do sleepin studying trick.. hee >.<>

Wed, POA was a little screwed but my bank reconciliation was tallied correctly.. my first time smthg balanced out... haha.. so frm my F shld improve to at least a C. rahh!! hope my first term can pull up.. aft test, cab down with nick, ZX, marc tan and serene go vivo.. treated myself to Carl's junior.. yum yum!! love the fries... and went shopping.. oooh.. i love F21 crochet beret.. tmr go buy!! counted as bro's bdae gift to me.. yayyy!!! den was supposed to meet uncle alex to buy my bag at cine but the shop closed down.. sianx.. so went home..

feel so free and slack.. haha.. tmr gg out with jojo, monkey, goat and the rest of the gang.. miss their crap especially this 2 weeks of exam..

gonna catch up my beauty sleep =))
nice song.. the words i needed to hear..
"Lucky - Jason Mraz"

i dunno if u feel the same as me.. i reali want to tell u those wrds.. but i'm just afraid it'll backfire..its tough holding back.. wen wld be the right time? proabably never..

popiah

omg... i hve currently not slept for the past 36.5 hours and still counting....

wasn't slpin cos was watchin pink panther 2. till 6am...heex.. x) den had to go marketing to get popiah ingredients at 6.30.. ended up eating breakfast spree --> peanut pancake, soyabean, kueh chap.. whews..

when finally got back to the house.. kena do cutting and slicing.. had to do the tau kee and bamboo shoots with jia ying.. freakin tired and painful.. got 3 blisters liao.. jux sit there for 3hours+ with the knife.. the preparation was the tedious one.. den the frying.. and mixing of all the ingredients.. so many.. ragh!! but aniwae.. here are some pics to see how busy we were in the kitchen.. with me, alvan, jiayin, mum, aunty alina and kukong peter =)

well.. hopefully the food turn out good tmr=))
hmm.. am i gonna slp tonight?? YES!! DUH!!!

stressedddd

BLAW down.. 3 more to go...

haha.. so i feel so much more relaxed now.. thx buddy for being there at the time i needed u the most.. felt so stressed plus with all the other considerations... wish all this will pass soon.. really want my exams to be over so i can jux heck care and play....

still counting dowin of my 14 days.. where 5 days i have gone out to sit for 2 exams, go out study twice, and out to eat for dinner during vdae... wonderful shit........

alright... i shld be freakin slpin....

blaw eve

haix... its a fact but so wierd.. at night can't slp... morning can't wake up..

tmr is finally blaw exam.. but i'm still staring at my txtbook only... wth...its like i'm proof-reading.. nthg is getting locked down in my brain... and worst still.. can't even take a nap at all.. lost all mood or motivation on the last day... ragh!! i haven even memorised my cases for proving in LAC..

everybody is freakin mugging.......... can i just knock my head on the cupboard again to get some lethargic-ness outta me?? well.. gonna go stare somemore.. hope it can even be at least like 5% useful...

vdae's nxt day

haha.. i can't believe it.. its the 15 of feb but the last time i came here to post it was 7 jan.. dats like more than a month.....

well... my life's been good and i'm settling down to a routine to study for my upcoming exams.. can't believe that i'm gg to 2 nd year of poly already. and congrats to my cousin for gettin in to this same sch and same course as me =)

ytd was valetines day.. and i spent the morning helpin my mom out till afternoon.. den i cooked clam chowder pasta with sausage ... heex!! so far no one is complaining of a stomach upset.. yayy!! than in the evening, went to pizza hut for a very full and delicious dinner with mumsy and aylwin.. before learning to choose fresh prawns to do my nonya popiah this sunday.. can't wait to be 18 =)

mux thx Kukong peter for still coming over to teach me to cook for my birthday.. yupx.. i'm proud to say i have a true blue perenakan grand uncle who is a damn good cook and patient enuf to teach me... everybody got into the craze after 'the little nonya' show.. but it made me appreciate my culture also and to finally stop procrastinating in learning how to cook the dishes from scratch..

well... surprisingly, i feel i have learn finish my macro.. hopefully.. my other subjects will finish studying them soon also.. oh shit my poa :-/... 25 feb hurry up come =))))))))