ghost docu

OMG!!!! ITB was okok only... argh!!!!!!!!my results are so gonna go crazy!! ok.. so met up with chin, marc, nick, brenda.. was deciding where to eat.. damn funny.. we were like clarke quay taglio..so called david say not to come sch.. but meet dere straight away..but den we decided holland v.. so we called him again n he was cck mrt liao.. so we were like.. er nonono.. come back.. go hollandv.. hahaz.. it was his morning exercise of the day..

went to hollandv den decided to go sushitei to eat.. another first time for me >.<.. den headed to nick's hse.. chin left at clemeti mrt.. but not b4 david managed to take a pic x) den ended up at jurong east.. we alighted without knowing marcus was still in dere.. den he waved us good bye cos he meetin chin to brg her.. lol.. so forced my self to study at least one chap while dey watched everybody loves raymond.. aft marc left, david wanted to watch noroi the curse..halfway, he was already freakin out.. but i was like huh?? very sleepy >.<.. hahz.. had nasi lemak for dinner den continued.. ok.. dis time.. i reali freaked out.. dis is one good ghost documentry..... i was like jumping at every noise on the way back home la..

ritex.. so hafta slp soon.. last night only 2 hrs of slp.. haha.. remind me back of my sec 4 days where only slp at 4 n wake up at 6 .. x)

econs

ECONS PAPER IS FREAK ASS!!! omg.. i shld hve revised more ytd... other den doing the 2007 aug paper and gg for pizza n jap dessert at clarke quay (which was the absolute).. i didn't touched econs at all... n today's paper =$#&^%(... RAWR!!!!!!!!!

den aftnoon went kai's mum's shop.. sry for being so late! ate too long while toking to my cls... didn't see the time....my life is turning so much more meaningful.. at least now i got a path to work towards... n i want this top i saw at bugis junction.. oh mann.. i'm so gonna start work soon..

n now.. my poor ITB also no mood study... i'm so totally screwed....n i jux found out i'm supposed to study chap 12 n database... oh shit!

LATe

hmmmmm... today was like a little productive?? haha.. met nick at 11.30 instead of his 10+ am at ps.... he freakinn overslept.. so mux thank the drillers for wakin him.. was supposed to eat subway but cos dere aircon suck.. went to carl's again =))) n i managed to eat up all the fries!! yummy!! only wasted 2 mouth of burger.. hahz..

so was totally late with my appointment with marcus tan to study.. ended up only started at 2plus.. took a seat far opposite cubicle frm them thx to experince, so i cld revise ITB.. as expected, they started throwing paper balls at each other.. so i was like lucky.. managed to get down what is m n e commerce..

went home for dinner.... but like in total no mood for more econs.. so am still slackin here...

subway

met david for breakfast today for Subway.. heh heh.. my first time tryin out too... i noe.. acoording to him n nick.. i'm leaving under a rock.. >.< too ="))">

damn funny.. we went to eat den buy bubble tea up.. drinkin half way.. everybody was laughing freakin loud wen librarian suddenly come.. crappin stupid.. she confiscated it..so nick n i were like em.. ok.. we go outside drink.. so she took zx n her sis's drink.. den she look at qaiser n asked where was his.. he pointed to the cup nick was drinkin n said: "there! u guys go down lor.. " hahz.. but the librarian too smart.. poor qaiser.. though he hid the drink in the shelf already, still kena found out.. hahz.. only left david.. bloody ass.. hide his behind my lap top so she can't see.. =.=... all of them slowly collect frm the counter aft dat.. LoL..

went for spanish dance.. found out the choreo was a quarter done le.. n the kids are soso cute to dance with.. was supposed to turn at the waist.. end up like turning at their necks.. hahaha!! can't wait for performance =)) HOLA!

carl's jr

YAYYS!!! i got my new ipod nano.. finally =) so today woke up at bout 7.45.. went to pray ah kong at the temple.. but came home like 9.30am.... so was slacking infront of the comp till bout 1 smthg.. before having a shower n deciding where to go..

ended up gg with nick n david to sakae sushi.. n the guys went nuts on sashimi... i was extremely put off by the black pepper beef.. raw!! ew.. so had it cooked.. hahahz.. >.<

den went watch P2 wen ying xin came.. the show was funny yet gross la..the guy is a freakin psychopath.. den see how the whole nail got torn out.. den stickin a crowbar right into the dog's brain.. urgh! lucky didn't spoil my appetite..

went to vivo go eat carl's jr... my first time.. heh heh.. the burger was scrumplitious.. n the fries heavenly... yummy!!:)

aft escorting nick to his mom's car, david was nice to send me home even though his hse was like in jurong.. x) ain't gg to slp till like 3am again.. hahz.. >.<

kfc pizza

sent sarah off for her final journey.. :( i'm missing her....

went to nick's hse aft that.. go chiong ITB! so was like lazing arnd the rm for an hr thinking n waiting for weiling n david to come... den ordered KFC.. yumx! i tink we're all scared of chicken now??!! hahz.. den david n i whooped down 4 hagen daz ice cream... muahahahah...!! x))

studied straight aft that..study till left 2 more chaps to cover.. so can say today was quite productive =)) Nick's dad ordered pizza for us.. n i really admire how close the family is.. jux jokes mann.. hahz..

den dav n nick had to try to scare me by calling me to watch stay alive.. toots! lucky half an hr to the show, i gttg liao.. den cos raining, all of them drove me out to the mrt! thx guys!! but by the time i reach home, i was drenched fully cos i forgot to go 222 bus-stop n i stopped at outside mainroad one... ragh! but the feel of rain is good mann.. heex!

ok.. i'm freakin wide awake now.. dunno whether shld slp notx.. =.=

no dark knight

I'M OFFICIALLY SCREWED FOR TODAY'S OBSE EXAM!! i guess this needs no further explanations.. wad the toot was self- fulfilling prophecy?????? ragh!!



Den had lunch with my darling class at cineleisure, LJS.. freakin fun.. Real sry guys!! had to leave u all aft lunch.. hoped u guys enjoyed the movie n pool.. x))

Our outdoor Photographer - Qaiser, took many fun pictures on our trip out.. starting frm the bus stop at sch to orchard!! hahxz!! u rock boy =) will post the pics soon and let them do the talkingg wen i get that huge file after exams.. hahz!!

coldrock

so today woke up at 10am.. as usual, carried my bag n laptop (freakin heavy!! anybody wanna trade??) n took the ride to clementi for i dunno wad reason.. den kai called said he was gg to be done.. so went dover n sat at the bus stop for one hr to wait for him.. managed to read thru 3 chaps of OBSE=) at least i did smthg productive even how miniscule it was.. heh heh..

kai suggest to go holland v to eat ice-cream.. my fav food that lifts my mood without fail these days >.<>

den had plain pasta at his house..dat was my breakfast and lunch.. LOL!

went home soon after to attend sarah's wake.. i thank god for giving me the courage to even go up n share with janet , fang yi n adriel..

i shld be like studying OBSE but totally no mood... n i'm trying to spam ppl on msn now.. but hardly anione is online.... tsk.. i tink i'm screwed for tmr.................

nick's hse

Crashed Nick's hse today morn at 10.. was at the taxi stand wen i forgot his add once again so called him... jux as expected.. he jux woke up.. hahz!!

went to his study rm to start studyin but aft 2 chaps, ended up eatin kinder bueno n watchin horror movie.. scaring my self for no reason.. *Bring Bring* you've got one missed call!! argh!! i practically jumped everytime the on screen actress screamed.. =.=!! den had mac for lunch n some moochi ice cream.. before slacking arnd again, trying to find the minimal eng songs i noe.. heh heh.. waitin for ling, davis n marc to arrive.. studying den continued... with us trying to reach the high pitch songs.. LOL!! x)

left at bout 6.. hoping i won't be late for spanish dance too.. cos i know i will be leaving early also.. go watch money no enuf 2 with my family..reali touching.. money isn't everything.. the poorest prsn can still be the happiest psn.. jack neo outdid himself again =))

Sarah?

i dun wanna believe it.. sarah's gone.. my sister in faith, my cell grp fren.. the friendly, cheerful gal whom we had expected to come out of hospital aft her chemo.. even today's word at service was coincidental but the right topic - I am the resurrection and the life.. i believe that was the holy spirit giving us comfort that sarah is dwelling in the hse with the lord, n she is now at ease..

Life is so fragile. one min u're here, the other min u're not.. lets treasure wad we hve now n not regret when unforseen circumstances occurs. =(

aft sch

School is like totally dying off already.. supposed to go for obse today morn.. ended up gg at 12, ate lunch with sten n nick b4 gg to library to study.. managed to cover most of my econs topics which i had missed lectures in.. heh heh.. den nick n sten was like poppin in n out cos their lessons ended freakin early.. OBSE test nxt wk.. whax!! i'm the procrastinator mann =))

Vball

its finally VBALL match day!! shows that morale of team actually very impt. first game, everybody was nervous.. n ppl kept jumping to hit the ball.. end up losing 23-25.. 2nd game was more calm.. we didn't wanna get kicked out aft 2 rnds only.. we won =)) 25-19... den so stupid.. 3 rd game played back the first team we lost to.. but we hecked care n still played.. end up 25-11.. so freakin nice.. the nxt match was disappointing.. if we won, we wld've been 4th or better.. our ball shot out of court.. 24-25.. haix.. so wanted to hve advance to the finals n played with H & Co, our same cls team.. by then.. none of us wld care who got 1st or 2nd le.. but aniwae.. team 51!! we enjoyed ourselves.. thats all dat matters.. =) but i'm so gonna miss my fri morns of vball n breakfast

den went to athena's 2nd birthday..can't believe my baby cousin hve grown so much.. was super hungry, so ate like 2 plates of rice followed by one big muffin n dessert.. heh heh.. wasn't interested in playin mah jong.. ended up playin catch with athena..lolx.. was tired..

lucky uncle william cld fetch me to Dover MRT.. i fell asleep in the car >.<>

The dark knight

OMG!!!! lessons in sch are gettin quite boring!! i'm like jux moving in sch like a zombie... had to do CATS too!! But who cares.. ended up today wait for nick n sten to finish cls.. today suay suay dey got hard questions so only managed to be done at 5pm.. den went down ps to watch "The Dark Knight" with joanne and jere also.. van nv come cos she watched liao..

took the bus dere.. sten n jo was like tired so dey like fall asleep.. oh shucks!! cldn't get a proper pic of both of them.. den nick waqs testing me wad eng songs i noe.. aw.. " Like a rose" frm a1.. one of my fav songs in pri 4.. i still remembered =))

got the 6.15 show.. but sten was like not himself.. but all was well during the movie.. i truly believe that cheese can make u high mann!! the prsn who served ste n his nachos totally gave him a tray load la.. end up not eating nachos.. is drinking cheese.. n he became real funny!! cracking lame jokes in the movie..

best still.. show gonna start.. I heard a familiar voice n saw ben n yiheng debating as usua with kc n wanxuan behind.. damn coincidental la!! didn't noe they were coming.. thot they were gg home straight aft sch.. hahz!!

the movie was real nice.. poor galfren got blown off.. joker acted his part as a psychomaniac well n well.. bat man was suave!! n the inspector was like - Mr Kuang!! hahaha!!

Show ended.. supposed to eat dinner together but jo's dad came to fetch her.. den kc stayed back so i no need go home alone on the train =) end up nick, jere and sten eat mac.. i ate freakin fast at kfc so can walk arnd n window shop b4 gg home =)

SMRT break down

i'm supposed to finish lesson at 4pm.. but lecture i knew was gonna be crap.. so went to ourspace with nick n sten to study.. wait for jo n van to come out so can continue our video taking.. heh heh.. end up.. watch shooter! damn nice sia! trust nick to brg a dvd everyday to sch. hahz!!

jo n van also didn't go ITB lect.. came down so we came do CATs.. end up.. we decided to go sp guild hse to se if can bowl notx.. unlucky us had to come down on sp training day.. so went to take picts instead.. n took nic's fries.. hahz!!

den i had to go for dance.. found my way back to dover mrt.. kai called call me wait cos he finish exam.. go back together.. end up i see 7 mrts shoot pass me.. =.=!! he finally came with wan xuan.. WTF!!dshfcljdknckdn c763280538!!! the freakin train broke down! we were like stuck for 15 min.. den had to alight at buona vista station.. the train cldn't move.. den another train came.. all passengers had to alight cos need push that train go.. wen the third train came.. everybody try to go up so end up no space.. 4th train came.. took it.. but it stalled at the nxt station for 10 min..it was CRAP!! i knew confirm can't make it for dance one.. so end up damn hungry.. went down with kai go meet yi heng n ben to eat dinner at yoshinoya b4 gg to buy his 20kg weights!!

den headed home.. on the train dey were saying bout yx n anna!! i now noe how freakin lag i am... hahz!!

well.. takin it as a first time SMRT failed me.. hahz!! =)) Honeyed dreamx ppl!

Red Cliff

Today was one of the days where i finally feel so myself n happy aft such a long long long time... went out with shiling, kc, ben, yiheng, chun yong.. damn funny.. hahz... oh yeah if dis was kc's blog, dis is wad a rendition of his wld be:

"Today was a happy day. went out with my fucking frens.. went to watch red cliff n made lots of our usual jokes n mimic fucking advertisements.. etc....." hahz!!

well, back to mine here x)

finally met up with shilling n caught up with her on alot of things.. i'm so so so unupdated on stuff... went to swensons n ate.. met one of her collegue dere but she cldn't use her employee pass so thought cldn't get 10% off.. end up, he paid $2 cos we were tryin to empty our coins.. hahx.. den chun yong called so we went to meet him at sp first.. den walk to biz block.. jux nice, kc finish cls early so met him in canteen 6. go see the epic centre.. but was closed... yi heng soon joined us.. den go kfc/ pizza hut dere wait for ben.

damn fucking funny to see them kp yiheng.. hahz.. went to plaza sing to watch red cliff.. n dey decided to try some korean rice cakes which tasted disgusting so half of it was left beneath the seat.. we watched at the front row!!! surprisingly no neck cramp.. the show was suppposed to be serious but ben n kc was totally crappin thru it cos the scenes damn stupid. half of everything, from battle scenes, comedy scenes n their fav sexual scenes.. hahz.... best quote of the day :" my 6.50 watch dis scene only arx??" heex x) lucky we watch the 6.25 show.. it ended like bout 9.05, damn long.. den go yoshinoya to eat.. where sl n kc dun eat veggie..lol.. =))

on the way back, ben n kc were like acting out as wee hoe, yun xiang etc... non-stop laughter la..>.<

hopefully.. i'll be able to go out with them again.. being with them is already damn enjoyable n interesting. at home, was looking back @ some old photos with kc.. found out we reali changed.. he changed in build, colour, face shape... i changed in colour n face shape to.. thx to the laughter n joy i get everynight on the phone due to someone's jokes... hahahaha!!

frens foreva gal!!

And the guys!!

I lurve FRIDAYS!! breakfast with charissa n kang yi as usual!! den we were like quite early.. so went to the stands first.. end up taking photos!! hahz.. VOLLEYBALL ROCKS!!! we drew against hendric's team n for nxt match i served 10 balls!!! =) After CATs, went to KBox with kang yi, hendric n gal fren,KY's 2 clsmates... mux seriously go with ppl dat i noe.. didn't reali dared to sing so mostly went off i tink.. hahz.. guang dao zhi lian, finally managed to pei ying.. yipee!! =))

gettin abit tired of ballet rehearsals.. always till so late.. lol.. but dats wad i want so mux perservere ;)

thurs

how come its always the thursdays that become so f**ked up?? hate stats, hate life, hate everything....at least for today i guesss.. raghx!!!


thx nic for the sandwich, for making me laugh non-stop all the way up.. i needed that.. =)) at least now i feel better... and as usual, waitin for french to start.. 2 more wks.. i'm gonna quit if it clashes with my timetable again.. not gonna waste 3 hrs here..


well, here are some pictures we took in ITB.. supposed to do database.. but... wads Homework if we dun brg it home to do? hahaha x) Hence presenting...: bruno, wen qi, alia, weiling, cheryl, qaiser and me=))

Hopefully kai will finish gym late n pei me take the train home at 8pm.. =))

memory lane

a SCREWED up day!! its ITB learning wk.. cld've gone home 11am but mux hve freakin ITB test at 5.. lucky in the aftnoon, flamenco was cancelled.. n my calculator screwed up.. lucky nic brought n can lend me.. thx boy!!

been stoning so far.... started to tink bout the lovely past.. where we cld jux hecked care bout image n played how much we wanted.. i reali miss everybody... maybe its dis emo feeling that makes me miss u guys even more..so wanna put write dis post to dedicate to my fellow frens who i'm missin loads right now.. (got dis idea frm shiling) ...

Hwee li - my best fren who knows me the best... knew u since pri 5 but we weren't so close at first till we went to the same sch in sec 1 and of cos u living near me also brought us closer.. 4 years of gg to sch in the morn n coming back home is always filled with talks of events dat happened in sch, in our lives..practically everything we also confide in each other.. no matter what happened, u would always be there for me. u were the supportive fren which i treasured n wish nv to loose.. i wld nv forget the times where we would jux meet each other at the downstairs badminton court and play, but the motive is to eat tapioca chips, n chat..taking back our olvl results together n vowing not to open till we reach home b4 opening it together..but of cos the tempatation was too great n we jux tore out the results in the end.... but now, as we enter seperate schls, i guess each of us hve our own time constraints too.. we seldom hve the time to meet n talk.. except the occasional chats frm msn.. Not to wry though!! i will make it a pt to call u n meet up at the badminton court again.. its time to catch up like b4 =))

Bryan toh - a fren who knew to look out for this head-strong fren of him.. rmb wen we always pop into each other's cls jux to greet each other.. was so close that misunderstandings by the others were quite often.. hahx.. always worth the laugh at the end.. even hwee li n jr also will tease us.. but all of us took it in our stride so it was like part of our growing up..... u were one of the most attentive n sensitive.. n i was the one of the few who cld tell u off n u won't still get mad.. u were always mr nice guy for me.. yupx.. miss playin mah jong with u.. so one day geetin u to comeover with the rest soon to play =))

Yeo, Wong, Zhang liting - my SJ buddies who wld lend me their ears n give me the understanding n encouragement i need without any fail.. miss the 2 years of recess we had together, gg thru trainin n camps.. knocking it down, gettin blisters on our hands, our bitchin sessions.. =)

Kc - another counted as bestfren (i tink xD) i nv expected to hve.. we gettin to know each other was maybe by luck cos we had same history cls n u sat in front of me.. u are one person who is so confident n sure of yrself.. our personalities so different but yet cliqued.. u are a prsn who let me learn many new things n see things in a diff perspective.. enjoyed our talks n lurve gg out with u.. wld be entertained non-stop by yr endless chattin.. n thx for opening up my eyes to guys with hot bods at sentosa.. hahx =))

Shiling - a fren i found finally caught up with.. we drifted apart in upper sec due to our clses not being on the same lvl animore.. but glad we chatted ytd.. n u also introed me viwawa.. hahz.. u were the happy go lucky gal whom i jux hve to laugh with wen u laughed.. u were so carefree yet u were patient wen i was in one of my bitchy moods.. hahz.. can't wait for 15 JULY!! finally can meet up once again... =)

Cheng Jun - my buddy!!!! u were the guy who allowed me to feel so much better in my emo periods.. nv failed to be dere wen i needed u most to lend me yr poor ears! Glad i cld be of help wen u needed some encouragement..loved it wen u finally got yr pet fish! so fun!!

jux wanna say to you guys out dere.. (even yr name isn't here), that u made a difference in my life n i thank u for the joy n laughter n memories.. hoped i had been a good fren to u guys too.. stay cheerful always!! cheers! x)

question??

Went to watch bball match on fri with kai at ahs again.. saw wee hoe in his formal attire.. looks not bad=) horsing arnd with pei n mei.. hahz.. while walkin down the steps at street soccer court, saw rocket n some of our batch anglicans.. reali wished nthg changed n back dere studying... awww!

hve been tinkin this few days about the past.. reali glad i mananged to find back a fren i had drifted apart frm since upper sec.. thx for ytd evening, wasting yr time talkin to me shiling =)... i missed this gals sessions where everyone cld chat till the cows come home..

smart u got my hint n u evaded the rest as usual .>.<

eemo

Ain't feelin in the best of moods today... haix... i'm jux too sensitive... let it pass... musn't tink bout it.... let me have the courage to do this!! >.<

OBSE Slack

Its slack lesson at obse today as usual.... we were like supposed to do our grp journal.. but we completed half of it within 10 mins cos the questions were given during wrkshop le... den.. aft completing all sub questions of number 1.. we say we'll complete it online... n we started fooling arnd.. taking unglam pics..hahz x) of cos our teacher did her magic tricks too..lol.. so here are the pics =))

Me and Zhi Xian =)

Me & Weiling =)

STARE OFF by qaiser & bramm =.=

CUTESY qaiser!

Aft lesson went lunch.. den nv go stats lecture.. did my minutes in the canteen whiile waitin den went home wen mummy came to fetch aylwin.. den wen bedok to do some stuff.. go home thought can do some revision.. ended up taking a nap @ 5pm.. hahz x) Woke up at 7pm.. sent deanna the minutes to finish it... while i went to watch tv>.<>

TMR NO OBSE LECTURE. CLASS STARTS AT 11AM! YIPEE!

swim gym

How come i can nv become tan??? hmm.... so unfair.... so today had BCOMM frm 9-11am, did grp discussion.. den ITB from 12-1pm... pon econs lect >.<>

went swimming first.. had a "fun time" making sure my contacts dun drop out wen i dunk my head into the pool.. been ages since i swam.. reali missed the water.. den went to tan for 45 min cos the sun was freakin good n stopped only cos we were perspiring already.. kai was like brown le lor.. i only change a tinney winney bit.. hrmph! =.=!

went to gym aft that n did running, cycling etc for another 45 min.. had to leave n buy smthg at Tm aft that cos needa reach bout by 6 smthg... went for Flamenco at 8.30 aft that.. we totally mux speed up our coordination.. hahz... den went home... feel tired but too warm to slp even in my air-con.. lol... gotto find smthg else to do=)

wonder wads installed for tmr?? hahahaha...

OBSE wrkshop

OMG!!!!!! I DUNWAN A SORETHROAT!!! ook... so today morning.. wake up at 7am to go back to sch for OBSE wrkshop... reali felt like poning.. but 20% so hafta attend.. sianx... but glad i went.. it was freakin fun..

The seniors reali put in alot of effort, making the sessions real farni n engaging.. cos mostly were games.. GRP 6 had: me, qaiser, zhi xian, deanna, bruno, wei ling, jia chuan, jia jie, khai kit, connie, bram..... we were the the BEST, FUNKY, n ULTIMATE SCREAMERS =) we enetered the cls and started callin those who were late... i called bram n he went "Oh Shit!" he was still slpin.. hahahahaha...we saw many goodies on the table n the hungry us finshed it even before the wrkshop actually started.. lol.. we started our 1st session.. we did nice for presentation but did not win.. so no Hello Panda biscuits.. Awww.. so nxt session, we were like.. "eh! hurry up win.. we want eat leh.." so it was re-arranging of some phrase.., we tottally thrash the rest n completed it within a few minutes.. Y?? its p&C.. only grp 6 noe whys.. hahz.. had chocoalates!! yummy!!..

so nxt game even more hiong.. we still want eat.. so the task was making a tower out of newspaper with help of scotch tape n staples... we were like totally screaming n yelling.. dunno who was doing wad shit.. den suddenly we jux mixed wadever we had.. i, zhi xian, connie was folding boxes so that became the base, the towere was rolled by qaiser n deanna.. the noisest pair shouting at high pitch decibels.. heex x) they jux stuffed the poles in.. n it suddenly became the towere support.. den the guys were cutting up gals frm the newapaper to pasted on the tower as deco =.=!! bram was our CHEERLEADER! to make it compact, we crushed paper into balls n stuffed it in.. to make it tallest, we rolled up newspaper into a long roll n let it reach the ceiling.. hahz.. Of cos, we were CHAMPIONS!!!! it was like damn stable la.. surprisingly since we did no plans n jjux rojak everything together.... hence our building "The Lady" was formed for the Pretty, Charming, Seductive Company.. hoots!!! it became a prop for our new movie: KING KONG QAISER!! so now.. we hve tobelerone (dunno how to spell) chocs! we shared the big box of chocs with the rest of TB01.. ooh lla la! dis shows the power of hunger! hahz.. After finish.. go vocal lesson.. wah!! can't reach the high points..chao weak.. cos jux now scream too loud..sianded.. mux go back prac..

can't wait for tmr, cell potluck n mumsy allow me go out.. cheers! =))

3 results in one day

received my BCOMM, STATS test results liao.. cldn't understand how my email writing can be so crap.. sianx.. stats was the most unexpected.. i didn't fail.. amzingly... >.<

i dunno wad to do now.. sianx.. so only hve these few sentences.. hahz.. everybody also went home le.. so quiet..waiting for french lesson to start.. i dun tink i'll fail.. fingers croosed!!

I OWE NICK A TREAT COS HE FREAKIN GOT FULL MARKS FOR HIS TEST! x)

short bob

Today was boring day!! had lectures n tutorials.... OBSE was as usual late.. teacher disappeared halfway too..haha.. but damn sianx.. dis sat got OBSE workshop frm 9-5.. can't go out... rahx!!ITB was 2 hrs of slackin time cos only one or 2 ppl from a grp neeed to go out n learn how to do the web expression.. den econs we took back our results... not too bad again.. i guess.. lol.. then went thru tutorial but we were quick in answering.. so we ended finishing early by half an hr.. hahz.. den saw i got miss call =))

yupx.. dat call made my day extremely memorable as i waved goodbye to my hair.. we decided to cut hair.. hahz.. he cut his frinch but left his tail.. i was much more drastic.. i chopped off half my hair.. i now like hve half a bob, n a few long strands behind.. ouch!! my poor hair.. been with me for so long already.. haix.. the aunty was damn funny..calling him to kp his hair.. callin me to cut half my hair shorter.. since pri 5 i sweared i wld nv cut so short.. ytd was the day i broke my vow.. lol.. ended up not bad sia.. also got tail. hahz...

aft that, we started fooling arnd with hair wax.. den sort out a few clothes for him which can match.. den went home liao..

managed to drink my fav soup for dinner...dey didn't even notice my hair was gone till i washed n dried it.. lol... my mom gave me one wrd.. "nuts!" hahaha x))

bball match

well lets see.. we hve received an announcement that its elearning week but its only for 25-29 june... makes no sense cos it means mon n tues we still hafta attend stats.. which i doubt anybody want to do that.. so.... ahem.. i decided to be naughty for once.. i met kai n toured sp.. n ate at canteen 3 dere.. n the food is slightly less priced than np.. no fair!!

but still aft that, we went back to ahs to see the bball match.. the guards have changed.. miss those friendly uncles.. the guard now more strict.. can't blame him cos no one want to get fired.. now the rules bout not wearing slippers are more strict.. he was like:" nxt time cnt like that arx!.".. n we were like:" okok.. we take testimonial den go le" cept he didn't noe our go means go indoor stadium..hahzz x)) before enterin the stadium.. we had the chance to experience how the new DM scolds students for inappropriate attire.. we quickly sneak in before she saw us..

now i noe the diff between gal games n boy games.... one normal, one in market..haha.. the spirits were more high n noisy wen the gals played cod the rest were cheerin them on.. somemore mux check nails de.. MEOW!! xD we got bored seeing the gals match cos they took quite long to score a ball... we managed to meet frederick n chatted with him.. den he went back to his cls to take bball so we can play at the outdoor court.. missed those times mann..rmb the last time i was there was with leonard, bryan, glenn dey all... n yes i suck at aiming.. 2/10 balls i threw went in =.=!! mux prac more..still, it was pure fun!!

den we went to join kai's sisters.. bloody crap.. had to wait an hr.. cos the coach, senior, another coach mux take turns "debriefing" them.. but wen qi n mei2 took turns saying out some smart remarks dat made me laugh non stop.. lol

took the bus home aft that.. got bitten by a stupid big red ant while crossin the grassy area.. lucky i brushed it off quickly aft that.. =x

Overall, today was one of my enjoyable day after so long.. those swt memories wen we were in sch were so great.. i felt like still bein a student at ahs.. i miss all those times wen were carefree teens.. the laughter i had today was more than enuf to make me feel contented with wad i hve..=)

As quoted by wen qi:" once an anglican, always an anglican!" Cheers to dat!!

至少还有你

Okok.. i noe i'm supposed to pay attetion in cls but got nthg to do in ITB.. got back my ITB results.. not bad i guess frm the way i didn't study.. but anyway.. thx to wenqi to help me pass my boredness while others are askin for more marks, i am currently puttin up this song lyrics cos i like.. >.<>

林忆莲 - 至少还有你
词曲：曲:Davy Chan 词:林夕 编:刘志远

我怕来不及
我要抱着你
直到感觉你的皱纹
有了岁月的痕迹
直到肯定你是真的
直到失去力气
为了你 我愿意

动也不能动
也要看着你
直到感觉你的发线
有了白雪的痕迹
直到视线变得模糊
直到不能呼吸
让我们 形影不离

如果全世界我也可以放弃
至少还有你值得我去珍惜
而你在这里就是生命的奇迹

也许全世界我也可以忘记
就是不愿意失去你的消息
你掌心的痣我总记得在那里

我怕来不及
我要抱着你
直到感觉你的发线
有了白雪的痕迹
直到视线变得模糊
直到不能呼吸
让我们 形影不离

我们好不容易
我们身不由己
我怕时间太快
不够将你看仔细
我怕时间太慢日夜
担心失去你恨不得
一夜之间白头
永不分离

在那里

incredible hulk

CHEERIOS!
ritex.. so my days hve appeared to be of xtreme boring.... at home lying arnd.. talkin in the wee morning.. den slpin till 11am before being awakend by my ever so sweet parents.. can't believe i spent my days doin housework but the incentives given by dad made it more den worth it.. hahz...

tues night went to aloha changi fairy point for church retreat.. had cooking competition.. and we were awarded " Overall best dish!" oh yeah! ELEPHANTS RAWKS! den we had dinner while movie screening of "Pay It Forward" real touching show to watch.. felt dat we lack the simple childlife faith the little boy had to even try to change the world..i guess however insignificant we felt while doin smthg for someone.. it cld hve changed dat prsn unknowingly.... which the boy in the show eventually did.. his little action of brging in a homeless man into the hse spread a movement to another state L.A... it really does help paying it forward.. u nv know wen u might nd that bit of help..

finally today can go out again..in the morn did hsework again and went to cut my hair due to some pig still slpin at 2pm.. only managed to go out at 5.30.. lol.. ate at our trademark LJS den went to shop for shirts... n ironically... the prsn who says i spending alot of money end up splurging on a $70 shirt.. thrash me straight away.. hahaha.. den went to watch incredible hulk... vvvvvv nice.. dun wanna spoil it by writing out wad happened in the movie.. but i hafta say dis.........: the producers freakin linked it to IRONMAN..... oh mann.. i'm so waiting for the show where the heroes combine.....

and due to being unable to dowload Ironman.... i finally got the feel to be bloggin.. hahaha!!! okok.. so planning to go out one last time b4 sch reopens and my bloody toot results come back n get me grounded on my already grounded life.. LOL!

KL genting

Whoo hoo! can't believe time passes so fast.. aunt stella and uncle marc has come n gone.. the 6 days spent in KL and Genting was fun.. i know its supposed to be GSS now.. but the shoppin malls in mlysia are like all puttin up signs of "sale"... so waddaya noe... we jux shopped & eat continuously.. but mine you.. mre of window shoppin actually.. hahz.. den at genting.. found a place like Kbox but its like RM13 can get 2hrs, free drink, titbits and a big waffle ice cream! yummy!! spent my hrs dere hogging the mike.. hahaz x)

Then in spore for the nxt 4 days, hit nearly all places in spore for shoppin n eating.. and apparently, i gained a few pound.. crap.. and no wonder.. go everywhere eat.. frm katong laksa to ah huat seafood restaurant where we ate suckling pig, beijing roast duck.. and the crazy toasting session where we drank for all the funny reasons.. etc.. we can open our own spore best place to eat sitecom already.. heex >.<

Sending them off was reali quite sad though we jux waved and hugged goodbye. we'll be saving frm now on to meet both of them at miami again... haix...

den hurried on for church service.. aft dat went out.. finally can go out with frens to tok, walk and jux hang out... the fun i doubt parents do reali understand... guess now left one wk of hols.. hopefully can meet and catch up with the rest of my frens......

sometimes, i reali wonder.. how come things i seem not possible to do or even tink bout it, the more i'll end up doin it?? =.=

tau kwa pau

hmm.. rite. i can't believe i haven started studying for my CTs which starts on tues... i jux dun hve the feelin to mug.. i dunno... haix.. i've been like taking it as my break to go out >.<.. wed supposed to study.. but i procrastinated... thurs.. went to train sj at ahs.. den went to hve a talk with someone.... it feels great wen i can finally really talk as myself.. den went for french lesson which i tink i'm gonna flunk dis thurs too.. haha!

Friday went for volley ball.. first time since s&w started.. i was late.. n i had to be late wen ppl were choosing teams.. jux say.. i felt abit ps by the rest.. but can't reali blame them.. my fault for waking up at 8am.. haha.. managed to rush dere by 8.40 but it was 3 rounds around the track for me.. thought i suay enuf already.. end up wen play team, i had to be the lucky one to hve the ball smashed in my face.. =.= n hendrick was laughing his head off.. thx alot! u guys can go n try mann.. still not enough.. another game, i had one ball shooting over my head cos i ducked in time.. i seriously feel i hve an eminity with volley balls.

sat... hmmm... was supposed to study yet again.. but............. dunno how to say.. it jux made my supposedly still quite happy week into a miserable one... i once thought it wld nv be a problem.. but the opposite of the river seems to get wider each day.. i feel stupid >.<

ritex.. today was the same.. attended service.. only thing was alot of ppl was absent due to some reasons.. so there wasn't cell...

i wanna stop being so sensitive.. y can't i jux forget bout it.. dat is the mutli milllion dollar question for me x) ritex.. so aunty stel is coming dis thurs.. if i dun go mlysia, i'll certainly wait for u to book out n go out eat that sumptious meal =)

indiana jones

whew! the presentation week didn't go too badly.. jux hope my email assignment does well.. 20% of my module marks isn't funny... well.. its e-learning week... and i'm like slacking at home?? Common tests nxt wk.. planning to study with my volley ball frens tmr in sch=)) can meet my spore own jay chou with the taiwan accent.. hahz.. ;)

today went out to shop with my bro! daddy was nice and gave me a budget to spend.. better den nthg.. hahz.. bought a shorts, a bag.. nearly bought a pair of sun glasses but felt it wan't worth it.. still spending $20 online on blogshops.. hahz..x)

than headed over to vivo with melissa and jason for dinner and movie. mel is real cool.. i felt that she is a very gusty gal who will be able to strive in the businesss world.. regardless of wad the guys were saying of her alterntive career =.= 4 of us cldn't sneak in with 2 tickets cos i look too young for "sex and the city" movie gala.. shit! so went to plaza to watch indiana jones instead.. hahz.. real swt =) met anthea at posh too.. walnut brownie is yummy!!

i'm seriously becoming a owl.. i can't slp till like 4am.. waking at like 9am?? 5 hrs of slp?? i dun noe how my body is freakin surviving with me!! HELP!!

in lecture

alright.. so i'm like slacking like crazy.. so decided to update my posts.. hahz..

school has certainly got busier, with 3 presentations this wk.. finished obse today already.. yay!
and yes qaiser is sitting beside me sayin i shld type in that he is hot!!!.. x).. OBSE was crap.. we like only started one 45 min aft the class was supposed to start.. end up, cos last few grps, all was chased to say faster =.=.. den have to hve tutorial another day.. i hope she'll forget =)

Jux came back frm malaysia ytd.. 3 days jux flew past..dunno wad the hell i was doing.. went to some hot spring which had lizards dropping at the entrance door.. i went to the pool supposedly the coolest of the hottest.. and thats where i stayed.. didn't go to the other pools cos it was freakin hot!! didn't get to shop.. so sianded.. but thx to our estimations, we didn't get into the jam at all =).. managed to go the one wk late mother's day dinner at some chinese buffet restaurant.. the food was average..

also, suprisingly, its like all my frens are coming back togther =)).. manage to talk them.. made me feel so much better.. thx guys=) only thing was that i missed yap's b'dae.. haix.. or it wld've been a gathering where i could just ctach up with them.. thats the bad pt of gg another sch...

wished i have time to go sentosa..... miss the sun=)

whatever!

ok... so i wasn't in a gd mood the last few weeks.. hafta thank my class for always being able to come up with jokes to make me laugh... n now.. i'm like gonna date due for 3 upcoming proj.. BIT, OBSE and CATs... haix..

Dancesport is real fun.. pity can't join the competition how much i wanted too.. gotto set my priorities right.. my timetable is chaotic enuf already..

real tired... my wk consists me of gg home like aft 9pm frm mon to fri with an exceptional wed... 4pm... its like i'll either be in sch or at ballet sch.. sat working there also... getting things to occupy myself.. hafta start concentrating on upcoming CTs... sianded...

i miss all my friends.. miss talking to them.. bottling up all that i wanna say... it jux isn't the same... sometimes, i reali feel like locking myself up in the rm and not come out for a whole day...

sometimes i ask myself issit reali worth it.. knowing the truth but not willing to face it, hoping for just a bit of hope.... nobody understands.. argh!!

HMM

okok.. so its like sch has already started.. my class have finally gotten to know each other.. proj n hw are starting to come in too... but i now i mux not slack like before.. sianx.. dats wad i tell myself each time but the ending..........................................

Hahz....okok.. so TBO1 having been mass convoing in cls, eatin lunch together, rushing to finish hw at our space, at least it made me not think of too much things..

[[ THis Part Is Dedicated to Clarice]]
i finally experienced how painful it was wen an insect jux shoots into yr eye ytd!!! it was wayy stupid!! but a one in a life time experience.. hahz.. n it reminded me of u durin cca!! hahz!!=)

sometimes seriously wondering y i would feel get such funny moods... y am i so sensitive to practically everything, y shld i care bout the feelings of those who can't be bothered with me too? everybody seems to have their own thing to do.. i'm missing my frens n all.. it jux doesn't feel the same the same.. the rainy days jux suits my feeling fine...

orientation eve

seriously, its wen u nv notice dat time reali flies extremely fast arnd you..

well, its been 2 mths of hols since pae ended.. tmr is like gg to be orientation day!! frm like 11am - 3pm.. but my grp X-MEN4 like meeting at 10.15am... a little sadded dat socks or other ahs peeps not same grp.. but guess i will make new frens.. lol .. >.<

overall, wasn't free to blog cos was trying to set up a blogshop.. u guys can go visit: www.paragonpath.blogspot.com... some of the stuff haven reali put up dere yet cos we dunno wad to out.. so comments are welcome on my tagboard on wad to sell wld be geat.. =)

had been an owl last thurs, fri and sat, slpin at 4am, waking at 4 pm.. quite dumb cos of no apparent reason.. and ended up falling sick.. hahx... also, durin the past few weeks of working, i found out wrkin life isn't dat fantastic aft all.. work long hrs with miserable pay........ yucks... i'm so glad to be back studying.. hmm..

ytd went out with elder bro to shop for stuff.. he got his short pants.. hahx.. but didn't manage to buy a gay bag he liked.. lol.. saw a puma bag which caught my eye.. but it was like 80 over bucks.. gtto save up mre.. sianx.. den went for haircut at city link mall, "mondele" real good.. u may wanna try but its like $20..

well.. hopefully, i'll be able to post mre tmr aft orientation first day.. heex =)

helo peeps!! yupx.. i'm like slacking at home since sch haven start yet.. hahz!!!

woke up at 11.30am due to doorbell ringing... was uncle alex.. he got the japan brouchers frm us n he made another trip later to treat us breakfast=)) den i n alvan started to rush for toilet n the mirror in my rm cos preparing to wear nicely for spop concert later..all thx to aunty monica for the tickets wore an all new style.. hahx.. dress with knee lengthed boots and a new hairstyle i learned in japan!! lucky it went ok on my first try.. heehee>.< then, went for church.. we left 2 by 2 even though service haven ended cos we wanted to spend at least a few minutes celebrating gracia's b'dae party.. we got all her presents pink =)

den we left for indoor stadium for the concert... the only reason i went dere is cos got xiao jing teng!! he totally thrash everyone dere... he at least made me feel i didn't waste my time.. i was like stoning at my seat till he n li sheng jie came out... he voice was chao powerful!! <<3 hate it though for the trip back.. transport dere sux.. taxi hard to get, busstop need walk so far.. dam lucky to catch the last train back..hahahaz!

dats bout it!! lolx....

JAPAN

mooshi mooshi! genki odaska? kari masenka? yesh yesh.. i'm finnaly back frm encounter weekend camp n my japan trip to tokyo! whoots.. so fun!

ol ritey.. frm 7-9march, i was at praise haven salvation army having my church camp to encounter with god.. was glad dat i finally had time to go n stopped procrastinating for 1 year already.. it gave me a chance to know dat god was always dere for us through experiences dere.. n being able to feel the holy spirit.. yupx...

wen i broke camp on 9mar, i rushed to the IT show at suntec with my elder bro n cous to c wad to buy... met yee howe dere too.. so he n i went in search of gd laptops.. found one hp tablet pc dat i reali liked cos of the design n the write on function.. but the specs were quite lousy.. very slow.. so continued lookin... den started t o look at the brouchre np posted to me n found dat thte laptop i needed was actually rite infront of me... specs were above consumers lvl.. with nividia graphic card n fast processor.. so i actually spent my time dere for nthg.. so went home.. brought theo things i owe hweeli since aft olvl to her hse.. heheheh... everybody hagd left by the time i got dere.. met leonard on the stairs as he was leaving >.<.. only left bryan, lee yang n yap.. so wish both lee yang n bryan an early happy birthday.. before settling down for the delicious curry potatoes.. hahz!! den in half an hr, i went home again, packed up ally cage n stuff den brought her to wee hoe hse.. haix... felt so sad la.. leaving her dere for one wk... lucky got diamond to accompany her..bid her goodbye den went home to complete my luggage packing.. wonderful! mummy slept thru the alarm clock!! hahaha.. we were supposed to wake up at 4am n reach air port by 4.30am... all of us only woke up at 4.15 cos uncle alfred called us to say yee howe checked in le... we did it in amazing record time, gettin ready by 4.30.. n still reaching airport by 4.45am =) so we took the flight dere... bloody cooko0 brain.. my screen spoil.. so i couldn't watch any movies.. end up i slept practicaly throughout the whole flight n ended up with a cramped neck =.=!!! went dere.. searched for yee howe.. cldn't find him.. end up, go throw rubbish, he was standing over dere.. n he still cldn't c us.. lolx.. so took the aiport limousine n we set off to our first hotel.. n thx to the wide awake me, we walked the whole of GINZA area.. heehee.. reali noticed in how dey reali take great effort to decorate each of their own shops.. real pretty! to cut short on everything, we covered practically everywhere in tokyo.. we were like gg in n out of the subway stations, finding each n every destinations we wanted.. with some help of a little broken jap.. hahz! real proud dat we were able to do it n nd not depend on a tour grp... tour grps also didn't complete the areas we went to.. we went on our own pace, travelled in rain, ate hot noodles standing up, pack-away bento sets at parks.. including feeding wasabi to one greedy pidgeons dere.. it jux shook its head non stop aft dat.. lol.. also finally played with snow!!! we were dam n lucky.. cos the day we went, dey opened up the 2nd station of mt fuji.. it was freezing but we finally cld throw snowballs at each other.. n enjoy the view of mt fuji=) we also had mac teabreaks everyday cos dey had an offer of like s$2 for one cup of soft drink/ coke with apple pie/ chocopuff/ burger/ chicken slice.... yupx.. so wenever we were tired, we jux headed for macs!! we were like official fans of mac the whole wk.. yoshinoya also.. diff frm s'pore.. we jux ate their set cos the beef was chao delicious.. till i tink we got quite scared of it le.. hahz.. yupx.. so not touching yoshinoya for dis few wks n mths to come.. x) shopping was quite small cos the things dere were damn ex... the cheapesr thing which was like actually expensive already were actually jap biscuits n some treats >.< so we brought back quite a few for our family to try... quite delicious.. specially the wasabi sotong.. yummx!! but my biggest expenditure was still at chacott.. the ballet store which was 6 stories high!! i was like wow!! n since got one pointe shoe was cheaper den s'pore, dad allow me to buy.. dat was like $100 bucks le.. den also bought new leotard n other stuff... even though it was damn ex, my dad jux covered one eye.. like in return for me being the planner for wher e to go everyday... end up, my bill was $3oo plus... i was like quite guilty for spending so much lor... =x oh well.. i'll train n perform well dis dec performance n dun let it all go to waste..

note: pls nv wear new shoes or boots (like me) n end up with aching feet everyday if u plan to walk alot durin yr travels but of cos.. everyone wanna look nice.. so weigh yr consequences.. dun say u hve nv been warned =)

n on 17march collected ally back.. she was like gg crazy.. n i had bth dogs jumping on me.. lolx.. each one vying for affection.. thanked wee hoe.. n went home to do my online application b4 heading off to ngee ann poly to buy my new laptop.. cldn't believe it.. instead of 2 gb ram, dey upgraded mine to 4gb.. n got free air ticket.. planning to go jakarta with jia yin le =)

well.. dats wad happened so far=) n i tink dis is one long post.. hahz!

diamond

ritex.. i'm like supposed to pack my bag for todays church camp.. but i did it like within 5 min.. feels like i didn't brg smthg cos usually go sj camp got lotsa things de.. now so little.. hahz.. yupx.. so seriously hope tonight, tmr n sunday morning all will turn out fine in the camp.. gonna make new frens i guess.. lol..

so.. today morning, woke up at 8 again... not to go to wrk but brg ally go wee hoe hse to get used to his dog.. reali grateful to him for gg to help me look after my darling for 1wk =).. ally started peeing in his hse the moment she got dere.. real funni.. den we let diamond out.. her fluffy white hair like damn nice arx.. both of them started sniffing each other like crazy.. tink ally was like vv excited.. i had to hold her down or she wld hve gone pouncing on diamond already.. resulting in poor me gettin scratched.. ((yeah.. so the first thing i did wen i got home was to cut her nails.. hahx!)).. aft controlling her for awhile.. both of them got used to each other.. so i let ally off her leash, and dey started playing catching.. hahz.. looks like she jux met a new fren.. sweet!!=) now feel mre relieved already.. was so afraid she won't get used to it...

so now.. i'm at home slacking away.. tinking how i'm gonna make time to go for the pc fair.. reali want a new laptop.. heex=) probably dis sunday evening bah!

okok.. gtg eat lunch!! ciao!

$$ gone

ritex.. its been like one week wrkin at the dental place already... WARNING: NEVER WORK AS A DENTAL ASSISTANT!!! unless u wanna a fastpace job, learn to hear words behind masks, n yes... c blood wen dere are xtractions... yupx....

last wk work quite hard.. workin 9am-1pm at dental den frm 2-9pm, go bugis wrk.. felt so rich at first.. but in the end all dis money went to my ballet pointe shoes... well.. guess work hard in those shoes n make it wad its worth...lolx.. =)

found another lovely art to learn: singing! hahz.. still practising so can surpass kai one day.. heex.. x) yupx.... the only stupid thing i did was losing my esprit umbrella in a taxi which i can't rmb wd it looks like.... can't rmb it was smrt, comfort or citycab!! sianx.. dat ella has followed me thruout my sch life at ahs... i'm missing it mann.. haix.. hopin the taxi driver will return it..

well.. guess dats all for now.. shan't say further or i'll start droning bout wisdom tooths, molars, suction, high vac..... etc... =) hahz!!

dental job

i thought it was only a desk job... how the hell did i noe dat it includes being a dental assistant too.. kao!! i really dunno how i land myself in these situations mann...

today first day n hve to like run here run dere in a surgical gown n mask to prepare the instruments the doctors nd.. den also nd to help suck the blood n saliva of the patients.... so happy wen the clock struck 1 pm.. dunno how i'm gonna survive frm 9am to 9pm mann... eugh! oh crap!!! i wanna back out!! but i cant unless some kind soul SUBSTITUTDES me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! wahx!!!! any volunteers pls contact me!!

feel like quittin at the end of march....... yupx!!!! the job at bugis is like so much mre relaxing lor.....sianx....

birthday

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!!!

hahz.. yupx.. so today i hve matured by another age.. heh heh... woke up bout 1030am.. counted as late but no naggings frm my mom =) den, she treat me to KFC breakfasr.. yummy!! before fetching me to beach road dere cos meetin at bugis.. but someone was late due to dreesin up!! hahz... still, thanks alot for comin out with me on dis day n yesh, u look nice iall in white with dat golden skintone.=)

den headed out for orchard.. eat at long john jiu went to watch "L change the world"... damn nice... didn't noe babysittin skills jux to hve sweets, sweets, n mre sweets... last resort is potato chips!! hahz.. :) by the time we came out.. was late le la.. the show was like 2hr 40 min..... den go far east walk walk n kai buy a simple tee.. b4 returnin to heerens so i can buy havaianas... sianx la.. dun hve the type of sandal i want.. but dun wanna return home empty handed.. so lucky managed to buy another type... cos the ppl kept on sayin no my size...but got the last orange flash pair ... so mux thank my own eyes.. heex >.< hahx =")">

srjc

oh yeah! time seriously flies... olvl has passed n its like postin results were out ytd.. i've decided to head for poly.. but still unsure whether i made the correct choice.. haix... ritex..

i've already ended my days at serangoon jc in cls of 1s22, n finished projects in council as SLC interns.. the frens i made dere are absolutely the best n my sister clara.. missin u gal... of cos with the best memory of some gal who is campaigning for pres already..meow!!!.. hahz.. the times spent together was great... n thx u guys for the cake n flower ytd.. n rohith.. my slc head.. thx for the bear n yr trademark "helloooooooooo" hahz.. n of cos she-male (aka Herman) thx for the cookie. it was delicious!! =) it'll be a great reminder of my 17th b'dae.. =) i'll probably be crashin in one day to visit u guys again...

Thx to valerie too.. i got the job at the dental at whitesands.. yesh! so it means u all r welcome to visit me dere of cos wen i'm on break... or i'll like be so fired!!

well.. i'm gonna stop here.. dun feel like the blogging mood... mre like the slpin mood!! hahz.. enjoy the orientation u guys!

CHEERS!!!

uh oh

hahhz.. its been long since i last posted..... not cos i didn't want.. is cos my comp lag till 1/2 hr still can't enter this blooody page.. but currently in KL.. usin the hotel's comp.. heheh. x)


well... many things hve happened.. prelims, olvl.. n other unforgettable things.. i can say i learnt independence.... i can pick up maself faster aft i've fallen... but aniwae.. hve been thinkin back dis hols.. four years of sec life has jux ended... jux miss the old times.. with cls, frens, cca.. haix.. though i noe dere wld be one day for seperation.. it jux seems to soon for me.. >.<

SJ farewell jux ended.. n i can't stop thinkin.. dis was one cca which i hated n found ways n means to pon it... but now, its a cca i love n is gonna miss... maybe its the frens...sqd4 0'7 we'll always remain=) its was fun..we ate spaghetti..n wong who sat beside me said a sentence which meant alot to me.. u made a difference in my life too.. den had a performance at the AVT.. *air-con*.. hahz.. cute shows.. n for the baby guessin game, we jux guessed glenn whether boy or gal.. lolx.. den we exchaanged presents.. the letters i received seriously touched me.. thx peeps! =)


hahz.. ok.. also had outin with clarice, wong, yeo n shi ya... thx for helpin me choose my dress.. heex x) the nxt big thing is prom liaox...can't wait.. so far planed is go with shiya to the studio to get ready..hahz.. <<>> =)


also, got a job liaox.. at bugis street.. shld be cinfirmed le bah... thx kc =) hahz...

okok.. gtg le.. gg check out soon le.. hope my comp repairs soon n i can blog mre...

thinking ahead

whee! so its like 4 mths since i've typed smthg on dis blog. hahz. well... jux glad dat my life is back on track. maybe the decision wasn't as negative as i thought. It reali gave me a time to tink over my priorities...

well the impt thing is i'm sixteen! hahz.. yesh.. can go watch nc 16 movies le... x) but dat day reali held many happy memories for me. had a party with my friends at my hse... victor lau / chan, jian wen, frederick, glenn, of cors bryan toh n yeo, leonard, jun rong, hwee li, yeo, wong, rice, shi ya.. etc... thx guys.. all yr presence meant alot to me.. also... found out most of the ppl like to play mah jong. hahz.. x)

yupx... i'm now a back to pure science.. n my grades did improve.. frm like 33 to 20.. big difference for me la but jux hope i can maintain it mann... reali regret the ways i spent my days slacking... decided to concentrate for my olvls le... gonna buck up my ch frm b4 to a1!lol..... i swithched seats with aloysious cos scared fan drop frm ceiling >.<>

so glad i got my darling ally... my lovely little dog. showed me wad was unconditional love.. loving me for who i am... welcoming me with delight wenever i come home, n providing joy n laughter...luv ya sweetie. =)



wen hope is lost, look aroung u n u'll find it does exist in the love of yr family n frens. =)

sJ comp

oh yeah.. so it was like comp today.... n we like practically swept all the thropies available. out of 16 catogories, we swept 15. so proud of everybody. reali felt it proved to be a mark to make Na bond again.. with all our irregular training n everything still can get best in first aid, homenursing.... ooohhhhh... n especially best in FOOTDRILL! we got like FULL MARKS given by the bavy officer!!! first time in sj history mann... ironically, we were the last last year.. hahz... oh yeah.. we overall champions do rawk..

hated the fa judge though.. say enclosed area y so loud? its like give us scenario east coast park. call us to act real, den like with the waves crashing, if we talk softly, how to communicate with the rest of the team? but who cares? we still got best! hahz. x)

yupx.. den dinner at suntec fountain of wealth where we started dedicating to each other on the waterfall. reali hafta thank shi ya, calista, hannah, bi xia for wad they have done for us. =) den daddy came to fetch me, met marcus n his daughter.. chao cuteee... hahz..

kk.. quite late le.. hafta get up early tmr also.. sianded.

you get wad u want wen u least expect it...

failure

i'm tired. tired of everything.. i'm jux a nobody now. can't even maintain my own studies.. or anything else.. =(

ytd was horrible. finally broke down in sch. how ironic can it be.. my last year hadto be so "meorable". i dun tink i can hold out any longer. but seriously. thx to those frens all the while beside me. it seriously gave me hope....

forget

well... i'm back frm miami.... missed the food n sun... n mei mei... thx aunty stella n unclr marc for all u've done to make our family enjoy our stay dere... its been long since i blogged.. looks like aft dat trip, so many thgs changed

ok so its over..11jan 12.03am.. crap!! gettin used to it.. yeah.. wadeva.. i dun want to be so trustin animore...... wanna be a cold hard person...... muahahahaha...


i'm losing slp n sometimes i reali feel lyk breakin down. was it such a wrong decision to be so fast.. forget it.. let nature take its course.

confused

hahz.. 15 dec @ 12.36..... a special day..?? =))

ritex.... woke up @ 12. 04 den lai4 chuang2 till 1pm.. hahz.. cos mummy not at home to pull me outta bed.. chat with hezekiah bout x'mas gifts.. hahz x) gg for magic of love concert later with my whole big familee... =)

hmmmm.. i startin to question how even family relationship lasts.. ytd scene was scary

sometimes, i feel like i'm wearin a mask..i sometime say things dat please ppl, n i say its fine with me... but in fact... i don't..haiz.. i tink i'm changing.. i'm supposed to be the one who is vv straightforward... dis isn't me at all...

vivo

right.. so.. it has been 3 days since the chalet has ended.. spendin time with frens for an entire 3 days was an absolute smash.. reali enjoyed myself.. first time no naggings n scoldings 4 like 48 hrs straight..played pool, arcade, bowling, cards, mah jong n eatin..

swt things did happen =)... potaoes, prawns, arcade, pool, ghost tellin,sofa.......hahz.. dese memories will nv be forgotten.. =) but.... not gonna let off a few ppl.. pang seh me nv come... boos!!

but aft those days..... borin life.. no thx to a few big mouths.. i like not allowed to step outta the hse ti go out with my frens... but nvm.. 2day went vivo with my mom n bro.. i guess, since cnt go with frens.. mux take advantage of dis opportunity rite? hahz.. so sent my bro n yining go watch 'happy feet', den mom n me hit the stores le..... in the 2 hrs we shopped.. we like only walk the 2nd level only la..n spent $300 liao... heh heh.. outt of dat 300 bucks, i spent $60 on precious thots membership card, $47 on a supposedly velvet skirt which i'm gonna wear as a top >.<>

den, wen to watch 'deck the halls' usin the free tickets kindly given by uncle alex.. oh man.. he rox... may be watchin 'eragon' at the cathay dis wed thx to him again..the show was funny la.. but it ended with the line dat family is still the most impt!!!den daddy came to pick us up n go eat.. suppposed to eat crab de.. but dunno y the crab like shrunk la... so daddy refunded it.. ohh... my poor poor crab fly le.. x))

well.. doin nthg much.. cept now anticipating 4 the first n ever dnt club farewell party!! n it clashes on the wed... neh... somehow.. i'm gonna wriggle time out to go the cathay.. yepps... n trainin too.. my nc 1... haiz...today aft trainin nc 3 n 4.... i reali vv worried 4 mock comp le... i reali hope day pass thru..

guess dat bout it! =)


everyday... i jux wanna hear yr voice once n it'll make me feel contented with wadeva i hve now.. missin u more den eva...

e day b4 bbq

okies... so today woke up at 8.. got ready 4 trainin.. feel reali sian.. went dere c the whole team do drill.. i mean where got a team do 10 times, kekenan lerose still can do wrong!! haiz.. den we just continues la.. den wad i tot them 2 trainins ago for 45 min... the jerkin wen turnin.. dey come give me crap today again.....

den first aid, their attitude reali sux la.. squad break can take 45 min!!!!! made me reali dun hve any mood to teach them..lucky got wong n yi yang sir over dere.. i only looked forward to lunch.. lol.. x) aft luch we like only did 1 case 4 1.5 hrs?!! so in the end we got fed up.. we decided not to be so nice.. yepx.. for every mistake.. it was knock it down.. hope dey got the message..

den we decided to hve a tok with them.. made them noe y we have to be more strict.. how we put them in the teams.. blah... haiz... still got wrk plan to do.. heng sir help me do fa n ftdrill or i die liao...i only needa do hme nursin.. x)

den.. get so excited bout tmr chalet... guess only one prsn will noe y.... =) mux start preparin le... oh yeah.. also managed to get caterer 4 the food 4 dnt farewell within the budget :) all thx to daddy..


sometimes, i jux get tired with everything... i feel like jux givin it all up.. but does givin up everything also means u? if so.. i'm willin to edure all...cos i dun wanna lose u.

tired

hahz.. so today.. kena woken up by my mom @ 9 smthg.. zzzzzZZzzzzz..... i so wanna slp.. but didn't wanna turn into a pig..so i got up... tot cld do some preparation 4 the bbq..but found out my parents hve already did it themselves.. so no complaints frm me.. nthg to do can more slack..hahz.. but ended up helpin my mom mark books.. lol.. xp

in the aftnoon i again cook maggie noodles for bro, mom n i... before seein time fly till bout 4 smthg den go tuition at 5... dinner was some malay food.. yepx..... hmmm... y can't live be more interestin??? the only thng i can look forward to is the chalet le...haiz....


sometimes i reali wonder.. is my life supposed to be dat messy? havin to hear my mom's 'sayings'.. c how things reali are at home.. i reali do feel tired sometimes... now.. i only wish 4 u to get better.. i reali do want yr company at the chalet...it means much more den u tink....

borin

ok.. so it was like i got pulled out of bed at 8 4 tuition... till like bout 11.30.. den my stomach started growling so ask go eat lunch but my parents like can't be bothered la.. so end up i cooked century egg porridge 4 my family.. hahz.. it was nice la... x)

den i dunno wad made me go trim my hair.. cos it ended gettin cut more shorter den wad i wanted.. argh!!! but i guess seein athena my baby cousin kena cut hair also worth it la..hahz.. poor daling struggling like crazy..also received 2 movie tics frm aunty jasmine to watch deck the halls in any cinema i want... i certainly am gg vivocity man.... =)

den, went to uncle alfred hse.. did practically nothg dere.. but c how dey use skype to talk online in grps... yepx..den came home le.. i noe.. wad i borin day..


missed ya so much.. wish i was dere the whole day with u..haiz.. jux glad u enjoyed yrself thruout the day..

hmmmm

hahz.. lets c... today was like basically slack the whole day la.. slp till bout 11 smthg.. heh heh.. x) den help cook 3 saugages for supposedly lunch.. lucky daddy n mummy came back..

went to the bbq wholesale centre to check out the food we can order 4 weds n thurs bbq n daddy suddenly give treat.. eat 4 course meal.. yumm..!!! aft dat, went to yue hwa help aunty stella buy things she nd.. b4 gg back 4 spanish dance cls.. so freakin sian la.. dey want to cancel the performance cos our attendancr poor..but like our fault.. the last 2 mths cher like always got smthg cropped up den cancel cls.. of cors the dance can't complete la.. haiz.

nvm.. aft dance, go c daddy friend with 4 children which is like oldest 6 yrs younger den me.. den both bros also nv come.. freakin sian lor.. like hafta self entertain.. dinner eat tom yam steamboat.. n ate 2 ice cream waffer.. heex =) i'll burn the calories off somehow..hahaha

i guess dats bout it le.. ciao 4 now.. :)

its jux dat i can't help feelin jealous sometimes.. even aft i told myself not to so many times...

last trainin

yeps yepx.. so its like wong n me were training the sqd 3 nursins, everything was fine den.. aft i left 5 min with james to do ltp prepration.. i heard dey were crying le.. i mean.. wads dere to cry la... jux bcos dey dun like the xin ma n zone comp selection of who to go where.. dey stat dis whole fuss.. like we ncos make dis type of decisions so easy.. was i little pissed la..

so aft lunch, yiyang sir talkked to dem.. n gave them paper to write who their ideal team wld be.. we tabulated the results.. n finally made the decisions. none of them cld object cos dats wad dey wanted frm wad they wrote...

worst thing, aft all these.. 2 of them suddenly say they want go xin ma.. like wth!!!

reali didn't noe bein an instructor ccan be so difficult de..lol

den went home..wait 4 daddy to come back for dinner.. x)



4 days since i last saw u =) mix u loads....