incredible hulk

CHEERIOS!
ritex.. so my days hve appeared to be of xtreme boring.... at home lying arnd.. talkin in the wee morning.. den slpin till 11am before being awakend by my ever so sweet parents.. can't believe i spent my days doin housework but the incentives given by dad made it more den worth it.. hahz...

tues night went to aloha changi fairy point for church retreat.. had cooking competition.. and we were awarded " Overall best dish!" oh yeah! ELEPHANTS RAWKS! den we had dinner while movie screening of "Pay It Forward" real touching show to watch.. felt dat we lack the simple childlife faith the little boy had to even try to change the world..i guess however insignificant we felt while doin smthg for someone.. it cld hve changed dat prsn unknowingly.... which the boy in the show eventually did.. his little action of brging in a homeless man into the hse spread a movement to another state L.A... it really does help paying it forward.. u nv know wen u might nd that bit of help..

finally today can go out again..in the morn did hsework again and went to cut my hair due to some pig still slpin at 2pm.. only managed to go out at 5.30.. lol.. ate at our trademark LJS den went to shop for shirts... n ironically... the prsn who says i spending alot of money end up splurging on a $70 shirt.. thrash me straight away.. hahaha.. den went to watch incredible hulk... vvvvvv nice.. dun wanna spoil it by writing out wad happened in the movie.. but i hafta say dis.........: the producers freakin linked it to IRONMAN..... oh mann.. i'm so waiting for the show where the heroes combine.....

and due to being unable to dowload Ironman.... i finally got the feel to be bloggin.. hahaha!!! okok.. so planning to go out one last time b4 sch reopens and my bloody toot results come back n get me grounded on my already grounded life.. LOL!

KL genting

Whoo hoo! can't believe time passes so fast.. aunt stella and uncle marc has come n gone.. the 6 days spent in KL and Genting was fun.. i know its supposed to be GSS now.. but the shoppin malls in mlysia are like all puttin up signs of "sale"... so waddaya noe... we jux shopped & eat continuously.. but mine you.. mre of window shoppin actually.. hahz.. den at genting.. found a place like Kbox but its like RM13 can get 2hrs, free drink, titbits and a big waffle ice cream! yummy!! spent my hrs dere hogging the mike.. hahaz x)

Then in spore for the nxt 4 days, hit nearly all places in spore for shoppin n eating.. and apparently, i gained a few pound.. crap.. and no wonder.. go everywhere eat.. frm katong laksa to ah huat seafood restaurant where we ate suckling pig, beijing roast duck.. and the crazy toasting session where we drank for all the funny reasons.. etc.. we can open our own spore best place to eat sitecom already.. heex >.<

Sending them off was reali quite sad though we jux waved and hugged goodbye. we'll be saving frm now on to meet both of them at miami again... haix...

den hurried on for church service.. aft dat went out.. finally can go out with frens to tok, walk and jux hang out... the fun i doubt parents do reali understand... guess now left one wk of hols.. hopefully can meet and catch up with the rest of my frens......

sometimes, i reali wonder.. how come things i seem not possible to do or even tink bout it, the more i'll end up doin it?? =.=

tau kwa pau

hmm.. rite. i can't believe i haven started studying for my CTs which starts on tues... i jux dun hve the feelin to mug.. i dunno... haix.. i've been like taking it as my break to go out >.<.. wed supposed to study.. but i procrastinated... thurs.. went to train sj at ahs.. den went to hve a talk with someone.... it feels great wen i can finally really talk as myself.. den went for french lesson which i tink i'm gonna flunk dis thurs too.. haha!

Friday went for volley ball.. first time since s&w started.. i was late.. n i had to be late wen ppl were choosing teams.. jux say.. i felt abit ps by the rest.. but can't reali blame them.. my fault for waking up at 8am.. haha.. managed to rush dere by 8.40 but it was 3 rounds around the track for me.. thought i suay enuf already.. end up wen play team, i had to be the lucky one to hve the ball smashed in my face.. =.= n hendrick was laughing his head off.. thx alot! u guys can go n try mann.. still not enough.. another game, i had one ball shooting over my head cos i ducked in time.. i seriously feel i hve an eminity with volley balls.

sat... hmmm... was supposed to study yet again.. but............. dunno how to say.. it jux made my supposedly still quite happy week into a miserable one... i once thought it wld nv be a problem.. but the opposite of the river seems to get wider each day.. i feel stupid >.<

ritex.. today was the same.. attended service.. only thing was alot of ppl was absent due to some reasons.. so there wasn't cell...

i wanna stop being so sensitive.. y can't i jux forget bout it.. dat is the mutli milllion dollar question for me x) ritex.. so aunty stel is coming dis thurs.. if i dun go mlysia, i'll certainly wait for u to book out n go out eat that sumptious meal =)

indiana jones

whew! the presentation week didn't go too badly.. jux hope my email assignment does well.. 20% of my module marks isn't funny... well.. its e-learning week... and i'm like slacking at home?? Common tests nxt wk.. planning to study with my volley ball frens tmr in sch=)) can meet my spore own jay chou with the taiwan accent.. hahz.. ;)

today went out to shop with my bro! daddy was nice and gave me a budget to spend.. better den nthg.. hahz.. bought a shorts, a bag.. nearly bought a pair of sun glasses but felt it wan't worth it.. still spending $20 online on blogshops.. hahz..x)

than headed over to vivo with melissa and jason for dinner and movie. mel is real cool.. i felt that she is a very gusty gal who will be able to strive in the businesss world.. regardless of wad the guys were saying of her alterntive career =.= 4 of us cldn't sneak in with 2 tickets cos i look too young for "sex and the city" movie gala.. shit! so went to plaza to watch indiana jones instead.. hahz.. real swt =) met anthea at posh too.. walnut brownie is yummy!!

i'm seriously becoming a owl.. i can't slp till like 4am.. waking at like 9am?? 5 hrs of slp?? i dun noe how my body is freakin surviving with me!! HELP!!

in lecture

alright.. so i'm like slacking like crazy.. so decided to update my posts.. hahz..

school has certainly got busier, with 3 presentations this wk.. finished obse today already.. yay!
and yes qaiser is sitting beside me sayin i shld type in that he is hot!!!.. x).. OBSE was crap.. we like only started one 45 min aft the class was supposed to start.. end up, cos last few grps, all was chased to say faster =.=.. den have to hve tutorial another day.. i hope she'll forget =)

Jux came back frm malaysia ytd.. 3 days jux flew past..dunno wad the hell i was doing.. went to some hot spring which had lizards dropping at the entrance door.. i went to the pool supposedly the coolest of the hottest.. and thats where i stayed.. didn't go to the other pools cos it was freakin hot!! didn't get to shop.. so sianded.. but thx to our estimations, we didn't get into the jam at all =).. managed to go the one wk late mother's day dinner at some chinese buffet restaurant.. the food was average..

also, suprisingly, its like all my frens are coming back togther =)).. manage to talk them.. made me feel so much better.. thx guys=) only thing was that i missed yap's b'dae.. haix.. or it wld've been a gathering where i could just ctach up with them.. thats the bad pt of gg another sch...

wished i have time to go sentosa..... miss the sun=)

whatever!

ok... so i wasn't in a gd mood the last few weeks.. hafta thank my class for always being able to come up with jokes to make me laugh... n now.. i'm like gonna date due for 3 upcoming proj.. BIT, OBSE and CATs... haix..

Dancesport is real fun.. pity can't join the competition how much i wanted too.. gotto set my priorities right.. my timetable is chaotic enuf already..

real tired... my wk consists me of gg home like aft 9pm frm mon to fri with an exceptional wed... 4pm... its like i'll either be in sch or at ballet sch.. sat working there also... getting things to occupy myself.. hafta start concentrating on upcoming CTs... sianded...

i miss all my friends.. miss talking to them.. bottling up all that i wanna say... it jux isn't the same... sometimes, i reali feel like locking myself up in the rm and not come out for a whole day...

sometimes i ask myself issit reali worth it.. knowing the truth but not willing to face it, hoping for just a bit of hope.... nobody understands.. argh!!

HMM

okok.. so its like sch has already started.. my class have finally gotten to know each other.. proj n hw are starting to come in too... but i now i mux not slack like before.. sianx.. dats wad i tell myself each time but the ending..........................................

Hahz....okok.. so TBO1 having been mass convoing in cls, eatin lunch together, rushing to finish hw at our space, at least it made me not think of too much things..

[[ THis Part Is Dedicated to Clarice]]
i finally experienced how painful it was wen an insect jux shoots into yr eye ytd!!! it was wayy stupid!! but a one in a life time experience.. hahz.. n it reminded me of u durin cca!! hahz!!=)

sometimes seriously wondering y i would feel get such funny moods... y am i so sensitive to practically everything, y shld i care bout the feelings of those who can't be bothered with me too? everybody seems to have their own thing to do.. i'm missing my frens n all.. it jux doesn't feel the same the same.. the rainy days jux suits my feeling fine...

orientation eve

seriously, its wen u nv notice dat time reali flies extremely fast arnd you..

well, its been 2 mths of hols since pae ended.. tmr is like gg to be orientation day!! frm like 11am - 3pm.. but my grp X-MEN4 like meeting at 10.15am... a little sadded dat socks or other ahs peeps not same grp.. but guess i will make new frens.. lol .. >.<

overall, wasn't free to blog cos was trying to set up a blogshop.. u guys can go visit: www.paragonpath.blogspot.com... some of the stuff haven reali put up dere yet cos we dunno wad to out.. so comments are welcome on my tagboard on wad to sell wld be geat.. =)

had been an owl last thurs, fri and sat, slpin at 4am, waking at 4 pm.. quite dumb cos of no apparent reason.. and ended up falling sick.. hahx... also, durin the past few weeks of working, i found out wrkin life isn't dat fantastic aft all.. work long hrs with miserable pay........ yucks... i'm so glad to be back studying.. hmm..

ytd went out with elder bro to shop for stuff.. he got his short pants.. hahx.. but didn't manage to buy a gay bag he liked.. lol.. saw a puma bag which caught my eye.. but it was like 80 over bucks.. gtto save up mre.. sianx.. den went for haircut at city link mall, "mondele" real good.. u may wanna try but its like $20..

well.. hopefully, i'll be able to post mre tmr aft orientation first day.. heex =)

helo peeps!! yupx.. i'm like slacking at home since sch haven start yet.. hahz!!!

woke up at 11.30am due to doorbell ringing... was uncle alex.. he got the japan brouchers frm us n he made another trip later to treat us breakfast=)) den i n alvan started to rush for toilet n the mirror in my rm cos preparing to wear nicely for spop concert later..all thx to aunty monica for the tickets wore an all new style.. hahx.. dress with knee lengthed boots and a new hairstyle i learned in japan!! lucky it went ok on my first try.. heehee>.< then, went for church.. we left 2 by 2 even though service haven ended cos we wanted to spend at least a few minutes celebrating gracia's b'dae party.. we got all her presents pink =)

den we left for indoor stadium for the concert... the only reason i went dere is cos got xiao jing teng!! he totally thrash everyone dere... he at least made me feel i didn't waste my time.. i was like stoning at my seat till he n li sheng jie came out... he voice was chao powerful!! <<3 hate it though for the trip back.. transport dere sux.. taxi hard to get, busstop need walk so far.. dam lucky to catch the last train back..hahahaz!

dats bout it!! lolx....

JAPAN

mooshi mooshi! genki odaska? kari masenka? yesh yesh.. i'm finnaly back frm encounter weekend camp n my japan trip to tokyo! whoots.. so fun!

ol ritey.. frm 7-9march, i was at praise haven salvation army having my church camp to encounter with god.. was glad dat i finally had time to go n stopped procrastinating for 1 year already.. it gave me a chance to know dat god was always dere for us through experiences dere.. n being able to feel the holy spirit.. yupx...

wen i broke camp on 9mar, i rushed to the IT show at suntec with my elder bro n cous to c wad to buy... met yee howe dere too.. so he n i went in search of gd laptops.. found one hp tablet pc dat i reali liked cos of the design n the write on function.. but the specs were quite lousy.. very slow.. so continued lookin... den started t o look at the brouchre np posted to me n found dat thte laptop i needed was actually rite infront of me... specs were above consumers lvl.. with nividia graphic card n fast processor.. so i actually spent my time dere for nthg.. so went home.. brought theo things i owe hweeli since aft olvl to her hse.. heheheh... everybody hagd left by the time i got dere.. met leonard on the stairs as he was leaving >.<.. only left bryan, lee yang n yap.. so wish both lee yang n bryan an early happy birthday.. before settling down for the delicious curry potatoes.. hahz!! den in half an hr, i went home again, packed up ally cage n stuff den brought her to wee hoe hse.. haix... felt so sad la.. leaving her dere for one wk... lucky got diamond to accompany her..bid her goodbye den went home to complete my luggage packing.. wonderful! mummy slept thru the alarm clock!! hahaha.. we were supposed to wake up at 4am n reach air port by 4.30am... all of us only woke up at 4.15 cos uncle alfred called us to say yee howe checked in le... we did it in amazing record time, gettin ready by 4.30.. n still reaching airport by 4.45am =) so we took the flight dere... bloody cooko0 brain.. my screen spoil.. so i couldn't watch any movies.. end up i slept practicaly throughout the whole flight n ended up with a cramped neck =.=!!! went dere.. searched for yee howe.. cldn't find him.. end up, go throw rubbish, he was standing over dere.. n he still cldn't c us.. lolx.. so took the aiport limousine n we set off to our first hotel.. n thx to the wide awake me, we walked the whole of GINZA area.. heehee.. reali noticed in how dey reali take great effort to decorate each of their own shops.. real pretty! to cut short on everything, we covered practically everywhere in tokyo.. we were like gg in n out of the subway stations, finding each n every destinations we wanted.. with some help of a little broken jap.. hahz! real proud dat we were able to do it n nd not depend on a tour grp... tour grps also didn't complete the areas we went to.. we went on our own pace, travelled in rain, ate hot noodles standing up, pack-away bento sets at parks.. including feeding wasabi to one greedy pidgeons dere.. it jux shook its head non stop aft dat.. lol.. also finally played with snow!!! we were dam n lucky.. cos the day we went, dey opened up the 2nd station of mt fuji.. it was freezing but we finally cld throw snowballs at each other.. n enjoy the view of mt fuji=) we also had mac teabreaks everyday cos dey had an offer of like s$2 for one cup of soft drink/ coke with apple pie/ chocopuff/ burger/ chicken slice.... yupx.. so wenever we were tired, we jux headed for macs!! we were like official fans of mac the whole wk.. yoshinoya also.. diff frm s'pore.. we jux ate their set cos the beef was chao delicious.. till i tink we got quite scared of it le.. hahz.. yupx.. so not touching yoshinoya for dis few wks n mths to come.. x) shopping was quite small cos the things dere were damn ex... the cheapesr thing which was like actually expensive already were actually jap biscuits n some treats >.< so we brought back quite a few for our family to try... quite delicious.. specially the wasabi sotong.. yummx!! but my biggest expenditure was still at chacott.. the ballet store which was 6 stories high!! i was like wow!! n since got one pointe shoe was cheaper den s'pore, dad allow me to buy.. dat was like $100 bucks le.. den also bought new leotard n other stuff... even though it was damn ex, my dad jux covered one eye.. like in return for me being the planner for wher e to go everyday... end up, my bill was $3oo plus... i was like quite guilty for spending so much lor... =x oh well.. i'll train n perform well dis dec performance n dun let it all go to waste..

note: pls nv wear new shoes or boots (like me) n end up with aching feet everyday if u plan to walk alot durin yr travels but of cos.. everyone wanna look nice.. so weigh yr consequences.. dun say u hve nv been warned =)

n on 17march collected ally back.. she was like gg crazy.. n i had bth dogs jumping on me.. lolx.. each one vying for affection.. thanked wee hoe.. n went home to do my online application b4 heading off to ngee ann poly to buy my new laptop.. cldn't believe it.. instead of 2 gb ram, dey upgraded mine to 4gb.. n got free air ticket.. planning to go jakarta with jia yin le =)

well.. dats wad happened so far=) n i tink dis is one long post.. hahz!

diamond

ritex.. i'm like supposed to pack my bag for todays church camp.. but i did it like within 5 min.. feels like i didn't brg smthg cos usually go sj camp got lotsa things de.. now so little.. hahz.. yupx.. so seriously hope tonight, tmr n sunday morning all will turn out fine in the camp.. gonna make new frens i guess.. lol..

so.. today morning, woke up at 8 again... not to go to wrk but brg ally go wee hoe hse to get used to his dog.. reali grateful to him for gg to help me look after my darling for 1wk =).. ally started peeing in his hse the moment she got dere.. real funni.. den we let diamond out.. her fluffy white hair like damn nice arx.. both of them started sniffing each other like crazy.. tink ally was like vv excited.. i had to hold her down or she wld hve gone pouncing on diamond already.. resulting in poor me gettin scratched.. ((yeah.. so the first thing i did wen i got home was to cut her nails.. hahx!)).. aft controlling her for awhile.. both of them got used to each other.. so i let ally off her leash, and dey started playing catching.. hahz.. looks like she jux met a new fren.. sweet!!=) now feel mre relieved already.. was so afraid she won't get used to it...

so now.. i'm at home slacking away.. tinking how i'm gonna make time to go for the pc fair.. reali want a new laptop.. heex=) probably dis sunday evening bah!

okok.. gtg eat lunch!! ciao!

$$ gone

ritex.. its been like one week wrkin at the dental place already... WARNING: NEVER WORK AS A DENTAL ASSISTANT!!! unless u wanna a fastpace job, learn to hear words behind masks, n yes... c blood wen dere are xtractions... yupx....

last wk work quite hard.. workin 9am-1pm at dental den frm 2-9pm, go bugis wrk.. felt so rich at first.. but in the end all dis money went to my ballet pointe shoes... well.. guess work hard in those shoes n make it wad its worth...lolx.. =)

found another lovely art to learn: singing! hahz.. still practising so can surpass kai one day.. heex.. x) yupx.... the only stupid thing i did was losing my esprit umbrella in a taxi which i can't rmb wd it looks like.... can't rmb it was smrt, comfort or citycab!! sianx.. dat ella has followed me thruout my sch life at ahs... i'm missing it mann.. haix.. hopin the taxi driver will return it..

well.. guess dats all for now.. shan't say further or i'll start droning bout wisdom tooths, molars, suction, high vac..... etc... =) hahz!!

dental job

i thought it was only a desk job... how the hell did i noe dat it includes being a dental assistant too.. kao!! i really dunno how i land myself in these situations mann...

today first day n hve to like run here run dere in a surgical gown n mask to prepare the instruments the doctors nd.. den also nd to help suck the blood n saliva of the patients.... so happy wen the clock struck 1 pm.. dunno how i'm gonna survive frm 9am to 9pm mann... eugh! oh crap!!! i wanna back out!! but i cant unless some kind soul SUBSTITUTDES me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! wahx!!!! any volunteers pls contact me!!

feel like quittin at the end of march....... yupx!!!! the job at bugis is like so much mre relaxing lor.....sianx....

birthday

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!!!

hahz.. yupx.. so today i hve matured by another age.. heh heh... woke up bout 1030am.. counted as late but no naggings frm my mom =) den, she treat me to KFC breakfasr.. yummy!! before fetching me to beach road dere cos meetin at bugis.. but someone was late due to dreesin up!! hahz... still, thanks alot for comin out with me on dis day n yesh, u look nice iall in white with dat golden skintone.=)

den headed out for orchard.. eat at long john jiu went to watch "L change the world"... damn nice... didn't noe babysittin skills jux to hve sweets, sweets, n mre sweets... last resort is potato chips!! hahz.. :) by the time we came out.. was late le la.. the show was like 2hr 40 min..... den go far east walk walk n kai buy a simple tee.. b4 returnin to heerens so i can buy havaianas... sianx la.. dun hve the type of sandal i want.. but dun wanna return home empty handed.. so lucky managed to buy another type... cos the ppl kept on sayin no my size...but got the last orange flash pair ... so mux thank my own eyes.. heex >.< hahx =")">

srjc

oh yeah! time seriously flies... olvl has passed n its like postin results were out ytd.. i've decided to head for poly.. but still unsure whether i made the correct choice.. haix... ritex..

i've already ended my days at serangoon jc in cls of 1s22, n finished projects in council as SLC interns.. the frens i made dere are absolutely the best n my sister clara.. missin u gal... of cos with the best memory of some gal who is campaigning for pres already..meow!!!.. hahz.. the times spent together was great... n thx u guys for the cake n flower ytd.. n rohith.. my slc head.. thx for the bear n yr trademark "helloooooooooo" hahz.. n of cos she-male (aka Herman) thx for the cookie. it was delicious!! =) it'll be a great reminder of my 17th b'dae.. =) i'll probably be crashin in one day to visit u guys again...

Thx to valerie too.. i got the job at the dental at whitesands.. yesh! so it means u all r welcome to visit me dere of cos wen i'm on break... or i'll like be so fired!!

well.. i'm gonna stop here.. dun feel like the blogging mood... mre like the slpin mood!! hahz.. enjoy the orientation u guys!

CHEERS!!!

uh oh

hahhz.. its been long since i last posted..... not cos i didn't want.. is cos my comp lag till 1/2 hr still can't enter this blooody page.. but currently in KL.. usin the hotel's comp.. heheh. x)


well... many things hve happened.. prelims, olvl.. n other unforgettable things.. i can say i learnt independence.... i can pick up maself faster aft i've fallen... but aniwae.. hve been thinkin back dis hols.. four years of sec life has jux ended... jux miss the old times.. with cls, frens, cca.. haix.. though i noe dere wld be one day for seperation.. it jux seems to soon for me.. >.<

SJ farewell jux ended.. n i can't stop thinkin.. dis was one cca which i hated n found ways n means to pon it... but now, its a cca i love n is gonna miss... maybe its the frens...sqd4 0'7 we'll always remain=) its was fun..we ate spaghetti..n wong who sat beside me said a sentence which meant alot to me.. u made a difference in my life too.. den had a performance at the AVT.. *air-con*.. hahz.. cute shows.. n for the baby guessin game, we jux guessed glenn whether boy or gal.. lolx.. den we exchaanged presents.. the letters i received seriously touched me.. thx peeps! =)


hahz.. ok.. also had outin with clarice, wong, yeo n shi ya... thx for helpin me choose my dress.. heex x) the nxt big thing is prom liaox...can't wait.. so far planed is go with shiya to the studio to get ready..hahz.. <<>> =)


also, got a job liaox.. at bugis street.. shld be cinfirmed le bah... thx kc =) hahz...

okok.. gtg le.. gg check out soon le.. hope my comp repairs soon n i can blog mre...

thinking ahead

whee! so its like 4 mths since i've typed smthg on dis blog. hahz. well... jux glad dat my life is back on track. maybe the decision wasn't as negative as i thought. It reali gave me a time to tink over my priorities...

well the impt thing is i'm sixteen! hahz.. yesh.. can go watch nc 16 movies le... x) but dat day reali held many happy memories for me. had a party with my friends at my hse... victor lau / chan, jian wen, frederick, glenn, of cors bryan toh n yeo, leonard, jun rong, hwee li, yeo, wong, rice, shi ya.. etc... thx guys.. all yr presence meant alot to me.. also... found out most of the ppl like to play mah jong. hahz.. x)

yupx... i'm now a back to pure science.. n my grades did improve.. frm like 33 to 20.. big difference for me la but jux hope i can maintain it mann... reali regret the ways i spent my days slacking... decided to concentrate for my olvls le... gonna buck up my ch frm b4 to a1!lol..... i swithched seats with aloysious cos scared fan drop frm ceiling >.<>

so glad i got my darling ally... my lovely little dog. showed me wad was unconditional love.. loving me for who i am... welcoming me with delight wenever i come home, n providing joy n laughter...luv ya sweetie. =)



wen hope is lost, look aroung u n u'll find it does exist in the love of yr family n frens. =)

sJ comp

oh yeah.. so it was like comp today.... n we like practically swept all the thropies available. out of 16 catogories, we swept 15. so proud of everybody. reali felt it proved to be a mark to make Na bond again.. with all our irregular training n everything still can get best in first aid, homenursing.... ooohhhhh... n especially best in FOOTDRILL! we got like FULL MARKS given by the bavy officer!!! first time in sj history mann... ironically, we were the last last year.. hahz... oh yeah.. we overall champions do rawk..

hated the fa judge though.. say enclosed area y so loud? its like give us scenario east coast park. call us to act real, den like with the waves crashing, if we talk softly, how to communicate with the rest of the team? but who cares? we still got best! hahz. x)

yupx.. den dinner at suntec fountain of wealth where we started dedicating to each other on the waterfall. reali hafta thank shi ya, calista, hannah, bi xia for wad they have done for us. =) den daddy came to fetch me, met marcus n his daughter.. chao cuteee... hahz..

kk.. quite late le.. hafta get up early tmr also.. sianded.

you get wad u want wen u least expect it...

failure

i'm tired. tired of everything.. i'm jux a nobody now. can't even maintain my own studies.. or anything else.. =(

ytd was horrible. finally broke down in sch. how ironic can it be.. my last year hadto be so "meorable". i dun tink i can hold out any longer. but seriously. thx to those frens all the while beside me. it seriously gave me hope....

forget

well... i'm back frm miami.... missed the food n sun... n mei mei... thx aunty stella n unclr marc for all u've done to make our family enjoy our stay dere... its been long since i blogged.. looks like aft dat trip, so many thgs changed

ok so its over..11jan 12.03am.. crap!! gettin used to it.. yeah.. wadeva.. i dun want to be so trustin animore...... wanna be a cold hard person...... muahahahaha...


i'm losing slp n sometimes i reali feel lyk breakin down. was it such a wrong decision to be so fast.. forget it.. let nature take its course.