cheering Up

well.. i'm certainly feeling better now.. nomore makin my pillow drenched b4 i sleep.. aniwae, to cut the long story short,

FRIDAY

woken up at 8 in the morn. and was extremely grumpy due to ytd's mood.. haix.. but in the car mumy and i exchanged thoughts..thought thru a few things... den fetched kukong peter to do bawang kepiting (Crab Soup). its one fo the easier dishes but the best soup one can taste.. but somehow, kukong sensed that i was not as lively though i did try my best to act as if everything was normal.. .. felt too uptight so decided to find kai. he brought me to Sai BaBa there and i really felt calmness there.. than we walked aroung velocity which was really cool with the basketball court outside the mall x). aft that went to view his childhood pics.. sooo cutee. i cldn't recognise him :) den watched xun qing ji b4 heading to dreamland.

SATURDAY

I GOT MY MAC ALUM FINALLY!! THX DADY!

went to kai's hse early in the morning at 9am cos hafta wake him up to cut his hair.. ended up.. he too tired.. so bout 11am, he went back to slp till 1pm before we started playin the guitar.. hotel california is on the way.. and of cos watching xun qing ji again.. haha ;) went home bout 6, catched a little of ai, read a little.. den ZZZZzzzz

TODAY

had a good sleep finally..went for service.. felt the distance i have strayed away frm god. today's band "delusion" was good.. and it served a purpose for me to see the whole of max pavilion being packed fully. International delegats were there.. and pastor ceaser did a marvelous job with the sermon, guiding me back to where i wanted :) than headed to MS.. was earlier than kai.. haha.. over sleeper.. cld see it was real busy.. den finally ate a decent meal since the past 4 days. got my appetite back too;) caught ai sha with da zui ba at bugis.. was quite packed.. but went to view shirts instead.. haha..

went over for dinner.. and we started to play with eyeliners x) pei was pink and blue while kai was blue ....mine = matural.. haha>>

tmr's mei's bdae... fun fun!!! i tink i'm gonna go hve an early night =) no more being locked down.. faith restored.. for God's Blood Never Fails ;)

i was scared.. but i shld jux leave it as it is. why make myself unhappy.. gotto smile more.. cos i treaure uu..