rainbow

well... today.. woke up in the morn and taught piano.. and i was paid my fees =) so proud of myself that at least i have earned smthg during the holidays.. haha.. but i'm feeling a little sick.. croaking around.. but hve been a good gal :) helped mummy aft my lesson and taught the rest of the students math and eng.. did a little laundry den i went to find kai.. 

who knew.. it rained cats and dogs so ended up watchin him eat lunch den not to waste money, went his hse yet again.. played hotel california.. kai totally win me liao.. haix. den took a nap before waking up to someone calling me "stupid noob"

den while eating dinner, saw that the sky was like golden so went out to look.. end up seeing a rainbow =) den, went up to watch se diao ying xiong zhuan.. but was couging like shit so no mood..

went out and like finally drank the cider again!! totally whacky..=)) i'm getting hooked on it la. den took my ride home again.. these quiet trips made me think wad am i really doin.. issit really for me? issit worth all the effort?? laughter covers everything i wanna hide.. i noe u are making an effort.. i can say life was like the same as before.. but only your attention i'm no longer certain that it stays.. and that makes the difference of everything..

well, on a happier note!! thx uncle for the late bdae present =)) love it!!