crossoad

Had sushi with kai today.. eat quite alot lar.. got exceed our $20 buffet money so nv waste. haha! den we went and walk walk see got wad nice clothes b4 heading back... chatted alot.. =)

if everything lasts forever, i wld want nthg more than that to happen to our friendship. =)

Wish i had shut up.. 

Wish we were as close as b4.. 

Wish my heart cld be directed by my mind.. 

Wish it doesn't hurt wen i already foreseen this outcome long ago.. 

Wish i can drop down everything off my back..

Wish i can have a good night's slp..

Wish i can stop thinking in these depressing thoughts..

Wish someone cld jux brg me away to a place where i can be alone..

Lord, i'm askin you to guide me in this.. i'm reali at a crossroad with everything.