Exams and projects really drained me to the max.. lost my voice for a week and only fully recovered aft 2 weeks =.=. at least one paper down and a few assignments presented.. still have more to come.. urhg!! gonna try enjoy my cny thought =)
Godma was hospitalized.. feelin so guilty for not having visited her in the months dat bestie wasn't in singapore.. so many things have happened.. seeing her lie there i really felt like crying. Its my first time seeing her so weak so scared. I can no longer see the brave strong her who taught me to reach for what i want wen i first knew her at 16. She felt she was a burden and her biggest worry is her family. It really made me think twice and appreciate my love ones wen dey are still around me. Inside me, i really wish she can recover but according to the doctors...... its bleak =(
Just wanted to pput all this unhappiness behind me so went for waacking. body and soul wasn't at its optimum. freestyle went really bad for me.. but i did feel better! dance can work wonders.. den went to celebrate weiling birthday!
She got a big shock seeing like one whole stretch of table there with all her close frenss.. lol.. food was the best and wen i thought everything cld be alright again, there came all this misunderstanding.. just because of a careless decision of not taking care of my own belongings.... realli tired.. and i can't sleep knowing you're unhappy.. really dunno wad to do now.. FML.
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