who am i?

maybe someone should come out with a new guidebook'. i never really noticed wad i did wrong till now cos i thought it was right to want to spend any free time with you.. didn't want to let you feel alone or neglected...so never expected it to slap me back in the face. serve me right i guess but one's supposed to have their own personal space. i dun even know how the hell i ended up in this mess. sometimes i feel i just fall into this shit voluntarily cos every step i take i try not to go back with the same mistake. and i dunno why after i heard that sentence, that feeling of insecurity has come back.

i'm trying to find back the girl i set out to be 5 months ago. was half way to accomplishment wen i stopped. at times i also dunno who i really am. but wen i do find her back, i dunno what will be left of the real me cos as days pass by, its proven the made-out me seems better. at least i won't have sleepless nights and depleting tissue paper like its free.