qaiser's bdae

well well.. stayed home and did the usual hsework and prac guitar for 2+ hrs.. I finally can make out a little tune wen singing and playin at the same time for Teardrops On My Guitar =) my fingers are like red and hurting now do.. and i peeled of the skin =( ..but its hows i've been hardworking.. hahah!!

Bout 6pm, went to heerens fish and co to meet up with ZX, JC, Bram, MarcNg, Bruno and bdae boy Qaizer =) been long since i laughed like an idiot.. me and Zx were like practically swallowing air cos the guys were makin all sorts of jokes.. still suffereing frm post-camp fever.. haha!! Surprised qaizer by getting the crew to help celebrate. dey made him stand on the chair and got the rest of the ppl to sing happy bdae song for him.. guess qai was lucky dat it was a mon and they were like very few ppl.. LOL.. den ate the very nice cake.. got a video with qai pullin out candles with his mouth only.. but sadly we were all to nice give him a cake bash! x) gonna get the rest of the grp pics frm zx soon.. haha!!

We continued by sitting outside taka and played Truth or Dare. Qns were freakin funny.. we played like non-stop till 10.30 before all of us seperated our ways.. Me and JC took the train but opposite directions.. so took my solo trip home.. =) 

can't wait for sch to start and meet up with the Usualz again =)

V!

well its like late.. i'm just back frm my walk under the starry starry night skies.. been so long since i've seen so many stars =)

well.. went for chen's wedding today morning.. met jovan and took bus 7 dere.. we were like the earliest of our cls.. 4L was dere also and finally met hwee li, leonard, yap, etccccc.. the wedding was very humourous.. best thing quoted frm the rev:

Bride-- men will always remain as boys. and boys always need their toys as long its legitimate.

Groom-- Fear GOD + Fear wife = long life!! x)

but seriously, i like totally can't clique with the rest la.. so ended up me and jovan didn't even eat lunch and we took the train home.. haha.. den cleared mama's rm.. it was so dirty.. the maid like totally nv mop floor wan la.. even kor kor mop the rooms cleaner den her.. halfway, Ally escaped.. was like frantically running up and down calling for her.. den lucky mummy found her on the like 2 nd storey??? we were supposedly on the 9th floor?? whew.. give me heart attack...

aft clearing everything, den came home and slacked.. was waiting to see anybody accompany me to marina bay.. end up someone made me waited 2 hours.. haha!! but its ok!! thx v for walking with me, letting me enjoy the stars, the water, attracting mosquitoes away frm me, sending me back home.. =) so much misunderstanding has wasted our time.. glad all has been cleared up =) its been long... n i promise i'll be thinking thrice bout we said tonight! 

dark circles

I really wonder wad blogs are for?? For u to vent down your frustrations? to be heard? to be the communication tool & let your feeling known for "your one n only" ? or issit simply jux for u to record down your memories and let u smile wen look back at them..? someone.. enlighten me please...

Sry cy, didn't go down for prawn noodle cos woke up late and needed to do hsework =( den taught piano, b4 heading for ballet. my gosh.. my dark circles are gonna kill my image.. first thing Qi said to me was:" wad happen to your eyes!!" argh!!! i'm not gonna go out of the hse without my concealer anymore.. =X.. alot of the rest also commented i grew slimmer.. heh heh.. who knew.. eat only wen hungry was the correct plan x) ok la.. jux kiddin ppl.. i'm not anorexic.. its due to the fever, cough and flu last week dat i lost weight.. puh lease... do i ever turn down food?? other than chicken dat is.. haha =) But its a good thing i guess.. haha.. but i seriously wanna go gym and swimming..

bestie!!! hurry come back frm camp.. missin yr company for the past few days already.. =(

mall cops

well well... have been doin nthg much these few days... went and collected back my guitar on tues.. den visited Derek with parents at night due to car accident while he was on his way to our hse to give us things he brought back frm japan.. lucky no fractures.. thank the lord! =)  stayed at home the whole day on wed..

den today went out watch mall cops at cine.. lame show.. not much laughter.. but while waiting for the rest, we went to gloria jeans to try the 3bucks promo.. ended up ly's oreao mocha tasted like crap so he asked for a change.. den cy's mint was also equally eurgh!! heng heng didn't noe and bought the same one =.=.. lucky my choco was okok only.... ate tepanyaki for dinner.. me and ly shared the one4one set and didn't order drinks cos we were the pair under budget.. hahah! but it was a great deal, got sashimi, sushi, fish, chicken, vege, prawn, chawamushi, sherbet!! yumyum!=) supper was at 85.. so long nv go liao.. stingray was good but the oyster was like flour.. =(

well tmr is ahs founder's day.. dunno whether i'm gg not!! hahah!!

personality quiz

Jux did a little personality test and here are the results... go try it out:

http//www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx!!

Your view on yourself:
You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:
Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates.

Your views on education:
Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:
You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:
You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:
You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble. You don't ever want to be unable to take care of yourself. Independence is important to you.

Who is your true self:
You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

suntan

Time passed very quickly today!! woke up bout 12 since no one at home.. was damn idle.. wanted to go out but can't since i promised mummy i'll be home incase she cldn't be back in time.. ended up, at 2.30 kai said he go suntan since the stupid weather forecast was wrong and today happened to be SUNNY! so resorted to reading book.. but somehow, mum came back early enuf at bout 3.30.. and kai happened to be watchin bball match at sbc.. so i cabbed down.. and can u believe it?? the sun disappeared ;(.. but it came back soon aft at it was perfect! i turned a little more tan and my face no longer so pale...

on the way out, saw julian and huiwen since they jux played finish their match before takin bus back.. didn't go watch movie.. relaxed and prac guitar.. was supposed to take the guitar back but left it there b4 someone disappear for 5 days bcos of camp.. and due to the fact it made me laugh hearing kai compose his own song.. haha!! hilarious! :)

drank smthg new today.. similar to jackdaniels with coke.. but much nicer cos it was sweeter to the taste..=) hmm.. is dis gonna be a habit?? hahahah!!!

DRAMAs!!!! my late night entertainment.... hope can finish xun qing ji by tonight! =)

cuthair

Attended service!! and i thought it was lottery day! daddy jux handed 5 bucks to me.. mummy gave me 20.. =)) i jux said thx and took it.. who turns down money.. hee hee =)

went to find kai but ended up fallin asleep.. mux be the flu medication.. +.+!! den went down to hougang to cut our hair.. den my mood changed so fast i cldn't cope it myself..it was supposed to be a happy day =( ended up, daddy called and want me back by 6 pm to eat pizza.. i should be happy.. but i dunno y i ended up so angry and all my frustration seemed to reach the limit.. and i tried holding back.. but i cldn't.. thx kai for trying to lighten up the mood and sry cldn't go clarke quay to walk walk see see... 

ended up, eat finsh pizza, daddy jux dropped us back home at like 7pm and i was like.. =.=..... dazed arnd at home and watched ai, now also seeing xiao zhu dance! so cute! gonna continue with my book= Dance of the Gods! later!! 

rainbow

well... today.. woke up in the morn and taught piano.. and i was paid my fees =) so proud of myself that at least i have earned smthg during the holidays.. haha.. but i'm feeling a little sick.. croaking around.. but hve been a good gal :) helped mummy aft my lesson and taught the rest of the students math and eng.. did a little laundry den i went to find kai.. 

who knew.. it rained cats and dogs so ended up watchin him eat lunch den not to waste money, went his hse yet again.. played hotel california.. kai totally win me liao.. haix. den took a nap before waking up to someone calling me "stupid noob"

den while eating dinner, saw that the sky was like golden so went out to look.. end up seeing a rainbow =) den, went up to watch se diao ying xiong zhuan.. but was couging like shit so no mood..

went out and like finally drank the cider again!! totally whacky..=)) i'm getting hooked on it la. den took my ride home again.. these quiet trips made me think wad am i really doin.. issit really for me? issit worth all the effort?? laughter covers everything i wanna hide.. i noe u are making an effort.. i can say life was like the same as before.. but only your attention i'm no longer certain that it stays.. and that makes the difference of everything..

well, on a happier note!! thx uncle for the late bdae present =)) love it!!

french

Today was woken up at 6+ jux to help fill dog food =.= though i like only slept at 4+ cos watchin drama.. den tried gg back to slp.. but woke at 10.30 to help kai check his results.. congrats!! its not bad =) den did some laundry before hitchin a lift frm mummy to sch to pay my french fees like aft procrastinating so long >.<

had macs for lunch den tried gg back to slp but evrybody jux keeps disturbing me till reali can't den brought ally to groomer.. she came back all shaved.. hahaha!! my poor darling!~ den played around with my mac, gettin used to the commands.. before giving mumsy a short tutorial on how to use my t61 b4 i gave it to her..hhaha =)

and i'm so glad.. jux found out a few minutes ago that i passed my french..!! YAYYS! dis is the only thing that brightens my mood =)

gonna go back watchin tv..................

bbq

ytd supposed to go sch to pay french fees.. ended up.. mei saw me while driving pei to sch.. so they give me a lift to their hse x) den end up laze here laze there.. with the rain so heavy also, end up nv go sch.. sianx.. practiced guitar and took a nap b4 screams got me awoken.. den kai and me headed for the bball court.. supposedly say watch only but ended up playin.. haha.. den went got home suddenly noticed kai's watch missing so headed back.. though everybody was gone.. damn lucky the watch was still there.. whew..!! than bbq and ate curry.. mei had 2 dae cakes.. shand't elaborate why xcept that we ate the better one.. hahaha:)

for today, woke up at bout 10 plus den did somehouse work i neglected.. and i also baked a choco cake for lee yang.. den met kai at MC and tried to go gothic style.. xD.. before heading to meet the other at bugis.. ate fish n co.. everybody was trying to make ly the centre of attraction.. so kai and jovan started singing bdae song.. but most ended up like spoilt recorder:" Hap! Hap! Hap!" cos ly was staring daggers at them.. haha..

well.. gonna go watch tv.. ciao!

cheering Up

well.. i'm certainly feeling better now.. nomore makin my pillow drenched b4 i sleep.. aniwae, to cut the long story short,

FRIDAY

woken up at 8 in the morn. and was extremely grumpy due to ytd's mood.. haix.. but in the car mumy and i exchanged thoughts..thought thru a few things... den fetched kukong peter to do bawang kepiting (Crab Soup). its one fo the easier dishes but the best soup one can taste.. but somehow, kukong sensed that i was not as lively though i did try my best to act as if everything was normal.. .. felt too uptight so decided to find kai. he brought me to Sai BaBa there and i really felt calmness there.. than we walked aroung velocity which was really cool with the basketball court outside the mall x). aft that went to view his childhood pics.. sooo cutee. i cldn't recognise him :) den watched xun qing ji b4 heading to dreamland.

SATURDAY

I GOT MY MAC ALUM FINALLY!! THX DADY!

went to kai's hse early in the morning at 9am cos hafta wake him up to cut his hair.. ended up.. he too tired.. so bout 11am, he went back to slp till 1pm before we started playin the guitar.. hotel california is on the way.. and of cos watching xun qing ji again.. haha ;) went home bout 6, catched a little of ai, read a little.. den ZZZZzzzz

TODAY

had a good sleep finally..went for service.. felt the distance i have strayed away frm god. today's band "delusion" was good.. and it served a purpose for me to see the whole of max pavilion being packed fully. International delegats were there.. and pastor ceaser did a marvelous job with the sermon, guiding me back to where i wanted :) than headed to MS.. was earlier than kai.. haha.. over sleeper.. cld see it was real busy.. den finally ate a decent meal since the past 4 days. got my appetite back too;) caught ai sha with da zui ba at bugis.. was quite packed.. but went to view shirts instead.. haha..

went over for dinner.. and we started to play with eyeliners x) pei was pink and blue while kai was blue ....mine = matural.. haha>>

tmr's mei's bdae... fun fun!!! i tink i'm gonna go hve an early night =) no more being locked down.. faith restored.. for God's Blood Never Fails ;)

i was scared.. but i shld jux leave it as it is. why make myself unhappy.. gotto smile more.. cos i treaure uu..

LIAR

noe wad..

I hate LIARs..

in a real bad mood so nthg to say..

trying to smile

today went with yang yang and heng heng to sp for the enrollment thingy..ended up being like a mother... haha x) viewed the computers and compared it to np.. np much better.. den cabbed down to ly hse n met his huge dog which can play dead.. very cute.. den met up with cy, jovan and kc for dinner but first got my bagpack at bugis.. and ate at phin's steak for $25.. i'm gonna be so broke..>.<>

i'm tryin my hard to smile to laugh.. but its hard cos i feel u drifting further away frm me and it jux scares me that one day u'll be gone.. and i'm gonna be left alone again.. how many times have i told myself nv to be dependent on anyone cos it always ends up with the same result. i'm so stupid.

a step into the past utube

i finally got my well-deserved rest..... cos i just WOKE UP.. haha.. can't rmb the last time i woke up so late..hmmm... well i'm getting very restless at home.. i need find a job soon or i shld jux probably relax.. haha

didn't do much the other days.. on sat wen out with uncle david and kai.. my nose was a tap and my voice so sexual.. haha den sunday got pulled out of bed at 8am to go marketing and started cooking bua keluak till 3pm.. hand damn tired.. delieverd the food to kukong peter.. and he said it was good for a beginner.. though it lacked a little sugar and salt plus the meat was not evenly mixed.. hee hee.. dun wry, i'll improve >.<>

have been practicing on my guitar till it went out of tune but i didn't noe.. haha.. managed the plucking for the first 2 bars of hotel california!! i'm so smart x)

Have also been watching very good hong kong serial acted by louis khoo, xuan xuan and a s'porean actress.. go catch it on youtube -- Xun Qing Ji (A Step Into the Past)....

so i tink dats all.. gotto go watch my dramamamamass...
other than the fact i'm trying to be happy.

teardrops on my guitar

my exact feelings....

Teardrops On My Guitar_ Taylor Swift

Drew looks at me, I fake a smile so he won't see
That I want and I'm needing everything that we should be
I'll be she's beautiful, that girl he talks about
And she's got everything that I have to live without
Drew talks to me, I laugh cause it's so damn funny
That I can't even see anyone when he's with me
He says he's so in love, he's finally got it right,
I wonder if he knows he's all I think about at night

He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only thing that keeps me wishing on a wishing star
He's the song in the car I keep singing, don't know why I do
Drew walks by me, can he tell that I can't breathe?
And there he goes, so perfectly,
The kind of flawless I wish I could be
She'd better hold him tight, give him all her love
Look in those beautiful eyes and know she's lucky cause

He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only thing that keeps me wishing on a wishing star
He's the song in the car I keep singing, don't know why I do
So I drive home alone, as I turn out the light
I'll put his picture down and maybe
Get some sleep tonight

He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only one who's got enough for me to break my heart
He's the song in the car I keep singing, don't know why I do
He's the time taken up, but there's never enough
And he's all that I need to fall into..
Drew looks at me, I fake a smile so he won't see.

chalet guitar

whee.. chalet is over.. the past 3 days have been a blast and full of fun..

02/3/09
went out with shiling at 11am.. went to vivo and bought my beret frm f21 finally.. den went to daiso and ya kun kaya toast to eat.. gal talked and catched up alot.. i feel i really neglected my frens frm back in ahs.. i haven't seen them like in ages.. thx ling for accompanying me shopping and hearing me talk non stop.. haha.. den slacked at the chalet.. we seriously went to early.. so go IMM walk.. eat mos and buy discs.. den went back chalet since the guys saud they were arriving..

den i got my surprise.. a guitar case filled with kinder surprise chocolate.. of cos they were jux playin.. jovan was holding my new guitar behind.. i was damn touched... it is the best surprise that i ever had.. and the best present i cld get on my 18th belated bdae. thx to you all mann.. which is kc, ben, yi heng, chunyong, jovan, andy, gabriel, lee yang, wee hoe, melissa, shiling. reli thx alot.. x) den played bball and ate at HANs for dinner..

03/03/09
actually woke up bout 10am.. but was super freezing.. so jux lie down there though the ppl sleepin upstairs was gg crazy with their slangs.. they left us with one hr of quiet cos go eat breakfats den they were back.. by than was already 3pm.. den the guys go play bball again plus swimming.. the gals went IMM to buy us macs.. rest was also doing their own things.. so i ended up gg to bed.. jux felt i needed a quiet time.. buddy somehow called by telepathy again.. thx for hearing me whine again.. den kai came up to find me.. i didn't noe wad came over me at that time. i jux felt so alone and confused.. i'm sry for dampening the mood.. i didn't wanna say anything cos its best to jux forget bout everything.. i noe i'm in no position to ask so much.. but u've got my wrd that i'll stop.. i treasure this friendship as much as u do and i dun want to see it slowly deteriorating..

watch step up 2 and drank.. den decided to slp cos like know tmr hafta wake up early to check out.. so went up to slp on the bed.. so comfy.. but dis time no blanket.. fishmonger jovan took it all for himself on the sofa.. haha.. its ok jojo.. ytd night u freezed so tonight your turn to be warm..

04/03/09
checked out exactly 12 aft hunting for towels x).. though was delayed cos of some admin problem, went to simpang to eat prawn noodle.. den took taxi home. bathed and slept.

05/03/09
so today...aft more than 12 hours of slp.. later gg watch bball match finals back at ahs.. miss my sec sch mann.. and my holiday aim.. to learn the guitar and get my driving license.. :)

forget

i finally understand how sucky it can get... didn't have any mood to do anything so help mum with cookin in the morning.. den went back to slp at bout 4 pm till now.. haha.. its like its so freakin meaningless.. its raining outside so can't go jogging also.. oh yeah! i plan to lose at least 3kg durin this hols mann.. i'm currently in the correct track..x)

tmr probably gg for church... den i'll be off for chalet on mon.. the guys planning a surprise for me.. lol.. dunno wad they up to.. so meeting shiling first,, have decide to go vivo to buy my beret... i'm so in love with dat... mux go shopping with zx again.. hee hee..

just forget forget forget forget forget!

used...

Yesterday was fun..after all the morning calls to mostly everyone...and everybody met an hr later than the time set.. finally went out with ben and gang who crapped like they never met for 10 years.... buy shoes sponsored by daddy.. den eat sushi till full.. played bball at the arcade.. with jovan and kai hitting 336 plus ben and chunyong hitting 335.. den act shooting movie..freak ass funny..and watched marley and me.. that show made me freakin cry like crap.. haha.. lucky ben also accompany me in wasting tissue x) it seriously depends on the company mann.. though we did like nthg, the outing was filled with laughter and everybody was themselves.. it made everything A OK!

slept at 6am ytd... crap every shit thing dat i'm in a damn stupid foul mood.. fuck!
feeling so stupid like everytime.. fairytales are so fake. but this is reality so gotto buck up and stop becoming so naive.

OVER!!! first year poly

FINALLY ALL PAPERS ARE OVER!!!!! WHOO HOO!!! I have finished my 1st year of poly =)

yes adede u're finally officially 18 =).. u've been quite a good gal, putting more effort than any exams since entering poly!! x) well, i am damn happy now.. all papers down.. and even managed to celebrate my birthday on sunday.. popiah was a success..=)) later will post more pictures.. finally have time to update.. well.. here goes..

sunday, woke up at 7am to do marketing and preparation of popiah till 4pm plus den waited for the rest of my family to come.. its been long since i jux spent my birthday only with family.. it let me feel a warm feeling.. especially the "get choc from the cake rush" wen cutting of the cake. it made me feel that we cousins are also very close, jokin here and there but always dere wen u need advice.. though mux thank jiayin for instigating yr bro to spread cream over my face.. hahaha =)) it was a great 18th birthday=)

monday, lucky studied for macro.. woke up in the morn to deliver popiah to kai before heading out for econs test.. wheeeeeee=)) can la.. average paper..

tues, due to procrastinating, i only started on my 9 chapter of BMGT at 7pm mon.. freakin all memorising.. lucky kai force me to study.. alot stuff came out.. managed to do sleepin studying trick.. hee >.<>

Wed, POA was a little screwed but my bank reconciliation was tallied correctly.. my first time smthg balanced out... haha.. so frm my F shld improve to at least a C. rahh!! hope my first term can pull up.. aft test, cab down with nick, ZX, marc tan and serene go vivo.. treated myself to Carl's junior.. yum yum!! love the fries... and went shopping.. oooh.. i love F21 crochet beret.. tmr go buy!! counted as bro's bdae gift to me.. yayyy!!! den was supposed to meet uncle alex to buy my bag at cine but the shop closed down.. sianx.. so went home..

feel so free and slack.. haha.. tmr gg out with jojo, monkey, goat and the rest of the gang.. miss their crap especially this 2 weeks of exam..

gonna catch up my beauty sleep =))
nice song.. the words i needed to hear..
"Lucky - Jason Mraz"

i dunno if u feel the same as me.. i reali want to tell u those wrds.. but i'm just afraid it'll backfire..its tough holding back.. wen wld be the right time? proabably never..

popiah

omg... i hve currently not slept for the past 36.5 hours and still counting....

wasn't slpin cos was watchin pink panther 2. till 6am...heex.. x) den had to go marketing to get popiah ingredients at 6.30.. ended up eating breakfast spree --> peanut pancake, soyabean, kueh chap.. whews..

when finally got back to the house.. kena do cutting and slicing.. had to do the tau kee and bamboo shoots with jia ying.. freakin tired and painful.. got 3 blisters liao.. jux sit there for 3hours+ with the knife.. the preparation was the tedious one.. den the frying.. and mixing of all the ingredients.. so many.. ragh!! but aniwae.. here are some pics to see how busy we were in the kitchen.. with me, alvan, jiayin, mum, aunty alina and kukong peter =)

well.. hopefully the food turn out good tmr=))
hmm.. am i gonna slp tonight?? YES!! DUH!!!

stressedddd

BLAW down.. 3 more to go...

haha.. so i feel so much more relaxed now.. thx buddy for being there at the time i needed u the most.. felt so stressed plus with all the other considerations... wish all this will pass soon.. really want my exams to be over so i can jux heck care and play....

still counting dowin of my 14 days.. where 5 days i have gone out to sit for 2 exams, go out study twice, and out to eat for dinner during vdae... wonderful shit........

alright... i shld be freakin slpin....

blaw eve

haix... its a fact but so wierd.. at night can't slp... morning can't wake up..

tmr is finally blaw exam.. but i'm still staring at my txtbook only... wth...its like i'm proof-reading.. nthg is getting locked down in my brain... and worst still.. can't even take a nap at all.. lost all mood or motivation on the last day... ragh!! i haven even memorised my cases for proving in LAC..

everybody is freakin mugging.......... can i just knock my head on the cupboard again to get some lethargic-ness outta me?? well.. gonna go stare somemore.. hope it can even be at least like 5% useful...

vdae's nxt day

haha.. i can't believe it.. its the 15 of feb but the last time i came here to post it was 7 jan.. dats like more than a month.....

well... my life's been good and i'm settling down to a routine to study for my upcoming exams.. can't believe that i'm gg to 2 nd year of poly already. and congrats to my cousin for gettin in to this same sch and same course as me =)

ytd was valetines day.. and i spent the morning helpin my mom out till afternoon.. den i cooked clam chowder pasta with sausage ... heex!! so far no one is complaining of a stomach upset.. yayy!! than in the evening, went to pizza hut for a very full and delicious dinner with mumsy and aylwin.. before learning to choose fresh prawns to do my nonya popiah this sunday.. can't wait to be 18 =)

mux thx Kukong peter for still coming over to teach me to cook for my birthday.. yupx.. i'm proud to say i have a true blue perenakan grand uncle who is a damn good cook and patient enuf to teach me... everybody got into the craze after 'the little nonya' show.. but it made me appreciate my culture also and to finally stop procrastinating in learning how to cook the dishes from scratch..

well... surprisingly, i feel i have learn finish my macro.. hopefully.. my other subjects will finish studying them soon also.. oh shit my poa :-/... 25 feb hurry up come =))))))))

HELLO 2009

HAPPY 2009!

Can't believe it... its been 2 months since i have posted.. i must be really crazy... during the months wen i want to blog, i can blog faithfully everyday.. but wen i'm too lazy.. i disappear for at least a month.. lol...well.. at least i'm alive and well.. the holidays flew past real fast too..but i guess i thouroughly enjoyed myself.. i cld finally stay out quite late..

1) Gg to ben's hse to play and how it ended.. heh heh..

2) Christmas countdown
ended up counting down in cinema watching 'yes man' x)

3) X'mas gathering
singing for 6 hours straight with 19 others.. having our freakin funny gift exchange where andy and julian topped the list of giving the wackiest gift...shandn't disclose here.. hee hee!

4) New year eve movie outing.. etc...

Really played hard.. so this term mux work hard.. >.<.. looks like many got good results.. hopefully this week, my results will be on par with the rest.

madagascar 2

I like to move it move it, i like to~ MOVE IT!!!

aft sch.. met up at the usual place yet again.. managed to meet bryan.. and to find out bout.. "J".. hee hee.. went to tiong bahru again..madagascar lost in africa is freakin nice.. sentimental yet extremely humourous at the same time.. went to watch with the usual peeps ytd at tiong bahru again.. hahz.. n mux go in the aftnoon again.. fr the same price we wld spend only on tickets on a sunday.. we got 3 nachos and 2 sweet corn.. yummy!!!

den go for dance.. mr xu nv come again =.=!! so rehearsed.. la cosaire+ opening for a hr plus.. before learning nicoles dance.. prac till 10.40.. damn tired... lucky tmr no need go anymore.. sunday gg victoria theatre prac.. whew.. gona go watch tv.. ciao!!

short hair

Dance prac is gettin more and more tedious.. but i noe its all gonna be worth it since its for the performance.. frm young, the only thing i reali enjoy is when i'm dancing, findin the rhythm and jux let the natural movement flow.. during those hours.. its like i'm someone else.. i jux forget everything n jux dance.. reali lovin every beat of flamenco.. n i lurve the costume.. heex x)

went to hougang to cut hair with kai again..jux sloped everything.. hahz.. sch boy style.. x) n spent the rest of the aftnooon slackin offf.. n thx ivan.. u're rite bout appreciating the company n not be bothered by other things. Also, Finally meetin up with the old gang tmr to celebrate jr b'dae.. long time nv see them liao.. its such a great time to meet and catch up... can't seem to make up our minds on where to go.. LOL..

tonight seems so quiet.. n well.. i started to soak up the silence n tink bout things i shld nv harbour hopes about since i believe i noe the ans already..... i dunno wads up with me these few days.. i reali wanna be the same prsn who jux smiles n laugh off everything.. in sch, someone mentioned i seemed diffferent, with my expression so fixed up.. i'm tryin to find back myself too.. everything seemed so superficial.. i feel so in my own world now.. i tend to tense up with you these days.. i dun even noe y.. i'm probably jux afraid to lose a fren like you who i have gotten so used to in my life..i'm jux a worry sensitive freak i guess... everything i do.. i hesitate.. i dun hve the confidence.... jux tired out mann...

house bunny

omg.. can't believe it.. its like one wk of sch has passed.. n i'm counting down to my next holidays.. x)

aniwae.. went to tiong bahru aft sch with kai. ben, yi heng, gabriel n lee yang who crashed lecture.. haha! n we hve found the best destination to watch movie frm now on.. heh heh..the hall was like super empty la.. we nearly had it all to ourselves except entered in 2 couples.. lol.. watched house bunny which was ridiculously funny!! :)

den we went to bk for dinner n all jus talked crap till had to go home.. on the train also damn funny.. i managed to scare gabriel in thinking bedok was actually tampines n he nearly got off the train..hahahahah... can't wait to go out again.. whee!!

dance is gettin more serious each week.. reali lookin forward especially to flamenco plus all the rest too!! hopefully i'll be fine tmr.. =))

ecp bbq

so today has finally started sch.. love mon n fri mann.. can go home early at 1pm.. =)) and i found out BLAW is freakin fun to study.. hmmm..

Well, ytd was a great way to end the hols too.. enjoyed myself loads with kai, ben and yiheng who went to watch movie = burn aft reading.. brad pitt was such a hot gay!! haha.. den we went to east coast park for our bbq =)) butt is currently aching due to cyling too much.. n i found out i really lost touch in blading.. >.<

gonna go slp.. tmr 2nd day of sch=)) heh heh.......

no more soilbuild

I HAVE OFFICIALLY STOPPED WORK!!! YIPEE!!!!

ok.. so its like finally we manage to get out earlier than the contract.. no more facin excel spreadsheets, no more tying n filing, photocopying.. etc.. =)) 3 cheers mann.. other than knowing our pay has been cut due to CPF i guess everything was ok...

so i can finally start relaxing... tmr can go find my buddy n go shopping n eat.. yayys!! though i'm gg thru another stupid phase of no voice, nose leakin like crazy, etc and the comment that says i tink u reaali sound like dying, the joy of no more job is giving me the motivation to get well... =))

sick

oh crap.. i'm seriously down with a bad headache and a fever.. i jux slept the whole day today.. i even missed ballet.. eughx.. didn't even hve the energy to talk ytd night.. but still gonna be up today.. mux act well enuf to get outta the hse tmr..

saw a damn nice dress.. but had to use my $109 bucks to pay it for myself cos no sponsors...

well.. gonna slp early again.. sry buddy!! will make it up to u tmr=))

cls chalet

okey dokey.. so had cls chalet like frm 23-25 sept... went marketing n finally learnt that bbq actually needs alot of planning.. hahz.. most imptly.. mux collect $$ first den won't over short.. hahz.. but we had lotsa fun especially on the first day..

met marcus ng n karthi first cos the rest was like late! hahz.. go kfc eat den headed to IMM aft meetin weiling where the rest was hungry so went to MOS.. den continued to giant for shopping.. qaiser, zhixian, bruno, jiachuan etc all met there den we carrried the stuff to the shuttle bus n we checked in =)) love the fulll aircon mann.. so marinated n prepared the food n i cooked sphagett usin a microwave.. hahahaha.. only the gals dared to eat.. heex x)

bout midnight, nick, david, marcus tan all came to join us with 2 chocolate cake frm awfull choc. freakin nice.. den as usual stayed up the whole night playin cards=)) was damn lucky was winning with lotsa blackjacks.. hahaha. at 8am, called the rest up n 11 of us somhow managed to squeeze on a queen sized bed n 2 matterss.. my leg freakin cramped due to the way i slept.. hee..

finally ate fish & co for lunch and shopped for more stuff cos of theme night.. preperation had more hand to help this time so was very fast.. i n nick jux keep marinating stingray till my hand damn HOT! whew! alot of ppl started to come but i hardly know dem since they were frm idare.. den kc, weehoe, yiheng ben dey all came.. dey ate, talked till mosquitoes chased them in.. x) the rest were in their drinkin game.. nthg much to say.. went bowling den go back watch horror movies.. the guys got bored so wanted to leave early.. felt bad.. so wanted to go home early with them.. but.. all went well aft talkin though.. thats wad good frens are i best at i guess

real tired.. so heading off for bed though i slept for 5 hrs jux now already...

disaster movie

so ytd hve been just great!! after poning work on fri... n learning my jazz steps like finally!! went out ytd aft helpin my buddy pack stuff n puttin some into my mouth too.... the scallops were saltyly nice..hahx.. x)

met everybody else at hmv... n organiser was late.. lol!! den go marina foodcourt eat laksa.. but not before someone nearly spilled soya bean milk on me.. hahaha!!! went to play pool again.. so fun... new trick invented "buddha jump over the wall".. i was practically jumping over the balls i were supposed to hit n end up fouling somehow.. hehheh...

den watched disaster movie.. was freakin stupid... LOL!!!!!! we ended up tryin to guess which scene was which scene was frm movie.. n >>>> that male lead is HOT with striking green eyes!!!!!!! AWWWWW!!!!! den had night walk lookin at the f1 track.. freakin laughed alot cos all of them cld crack jokes like non-stop.. eg: " eh u only my leg son!! who call u talk arx!! ==> Eh! u my ka kia only..etc"... i noe lame but super hilarious at that pt of time..

today is the best.. went home at 12am... can't believe that my mom finally allow me to go out till so late.. =))) happiness mann.... can't wait for class chalet =)

internet cut off

ritex.. so my week as been extremely monotonous.... for my mon to fri.. it was jux work work n work.... n i'm stuck doin sorting n filing.. cos we completed the proj too fast.. wth.. hve been thinking how ironic life is.. frm young i told myself nv to take up a job dat includes too much mathematics... n now... i'm freakin workin as an accts assistant.. RAGH!!! =.=

the only time i'm relaxin is wen i go visit my best buddy aft work... at least makes my day worth lookin forward to... hatin work n everything.. life is so boring.. worst den gg to sch.. at least still can talk crap with everybody.. at least dere still hve wee hoe to take some boredem away.. n i'm gg fat cos got nthg to do will eat potato chips.. lunch eat maggie mee for dis wk to save money.. hahah..

on sunday (14/9) went to kai's hse celebrate lantern festivall.. freakin nice.. auntie cooked lotsa deliciious dishes like chicken curry, hai shen, jap mini mushrooms.... yumyum.. we started throwing bombbags till a couple had to leave their cosy spot at the canal.. heex.. den first played with candles, before kai started coming up with crazy ideas.. by the end of the night.. we hve finished a big packet of fireworks, A TOILET ROLL, newspaper etc... we built a fire cone of newspaper as high frm the ground till our hip.. den firework rocket which kept on whistling cos aft burning one.. it'll cause the other to burn.. aft that.. we burnt a small tree... x)

n crappo shit.......... dey freakin cut of out internet access we we went out to eat lunch at simei dis aftnoon.. n ii'm told not to wear shorts to work... sianx!!! wonder who can give me reasons NOT to quit...... is dis how my hols is gonna be?????? RAWR!!!!!!!!

hwee li b'dae!

Well...for work, i finally found out smthg.. there is msn dere.. though its like the first ancient one.. so i'm like the constant onliner now.. waddaya expect rite.. 6.5 hrs on the comp.. lol... so was doin my proj as usual.. den jr who was amazingly online at 9am on a holiday asked whether wanna go celebrate hwee li birthday not.. so i was like ok.. but gtto ask mom first.. hahahha... wee hoe went wtf.. shut up n eat yr shit - as usual like last few days.. den he also not sure wanna go cos he claim to hve no $$$$$ but managed to pull him dere..

so we met the usual grp at marina sq minitoons where a shopping spree was apparenytly gg on.. for 2 ppl.. *wink wink*n ^.^! den went to hobby shop to get hwee li's presennts and all.. noe she was damn happy.. instead of only gettin her chinook.. she got her f16 n another plane.. hahz.. n due to constant complaining of starvation frm wee hoe.. we went to hans' n ate their set meals b4 heading for daytona.

POOL WAS THE BEST!! all the shots i was supposed to go in didn't.. but the ones dat were quite impossible.. i cld.. wa liu.. everybody wanna call police la.. say i cheat.. hit 2 ball which roll side by side together n can still go ian.. hahahahaha!! den there was mass spamming of pics.. n we found a fact.. in every shot.. confirm got kc de.. hee hee x) best shot of the day was when i hit the ball.. it jumped out of the table.. missed inches frm hittin wee hoe (aw shucks! y nv >.<).. den hit beside the dust bin.. if it went in i would hve scored 100 pts according to him too.. haha

by the time we left was like reaching 11am.. den we headed home.. hl parents came to fetch us frm the bustop.. damn long nv sit her van le... heh heh.. n O MY GAWD!! its freakin late le la.. tmr still got work! ARGH!!!

BUT still...... HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO U MY BEST FRN!!

orange streaks

work is the same old dull excel sheets n numbers i can nv tally at one go.. lol..

went to meet kc aft work... n aft dinner.. we had a hair dyeing session.. hahhaz... i and pei were like: oi.. wad is dis .. add this powder arx?? reali notx.. u say shake till no sound, but still got leh... den pei was like i help u.. den took one side of my hair n applied to it.. =.=.. i wasn't supposed to be doing it.. lol.. den finish one.. she went like do another one leh!! n there goes another strand.. hahz.. den we went to help kc.. he applied to his whole head...so pei who have unofficially become our hairdresser..also help do his back of the head.. finish one botttle... someone necame a golden hair lion... x) den opened another bottle cos he want lighter.. lol.. so the whole process repeted again..

this whole thing was freakin fun n filled with laughter.. ooh!! i love my hair even more now.. hahahz!!

acct assist

i've started work to day already.. and the time passed real fast la.. n though i've finished one.. cos its only half, i still haven freakin complete the other yet.... i still left $15,000 missing frm the ledger balance.... argh!!!!! wee hoe still win me.. he missin $88,000.. hahaha! but time seriously passed very fast... and the best thing is knock off time confirm not late de.. 6.25 will hve someone remind us to pack up so we can take the shuttle at 6.30.. damn funny!!

aft work seriously no mood dance.. so managed to get wee hoe to skip gym n go yi heng b'dae instead.. heh heh.. so met up with the rest n we headed to pastamania at cine cos dat was bdae's boy favourite.. x) we totally toked bout all the shit that happened at ahs.. miss those times mann.. but oh wells.. i'll be makin new memories.. :) we den walked around before heading home...

hafta reach at 8.15 tmr!! ciao!

teachers day

today can't wake up in time to meet bryan at 8am.. hahz.. ended up gg at 9.. den thought was gg to rain.. so took cab.. was peak hr.. crapshit.. worst.. it didn't rain =.=.... so reached dere n saw half of the concert.. den stoned dere like 11 plus where finally met my sj buddies n all...

was quite disappointed wen the lunch was like didn't go thru... leo n yap can't make it.. jr decided to go for cls lunch.. bryan was like wanna go with council.. den go play bball... rawr.. only my best gal bud sticked with me.... so aft eatin at 85, hwee li, me, ciyi, yue long, randy all go tm walk walk..

we go cd shop see see..walk walk.. den i n hwee li decided to buy a friendship band.. =)) ci yi was like.. wah.. so fast?? hahz.. den we go toys r us.. ahhh... so nice being kids again.. hahz.. freakin fun to fool arnd dere.. hahz.. very long nv go in liao.. den went mac eat ice cream.. best.. someone left $2 on the table.Mmmmm.. mc flurry so nice wen its free.. hahahaha.. found out all 3 guys dere love to sing.. heex x)

den went to see isetan sale.. hweeli bought me my belated b'dae present.. a nice bagg =)) den i saw a freakin nice shoe n i jux had to buy it.. hahz.. ci yi was like... are u gals?? first time see ppl shop so fast.... heh heh.. we like bought all those things in 10 min flat each.. >.<

den the guys left.. n we walked arnd aft er jie came to meet us.. started shopping for hello kitty items.. damn cute.. heex.. den finally 6.30.. time pass so fast.. so went for ballet.. n my legs are killing me now.. 2 blisters.. ragh!!!

hibiscus cheese cake

Today met uncle david at 3.30.. so he briefed us on what he wanted us to do for product catalouge.. so started taking pictures n heading.. omg.. reminds me of ITB cls.. hahz...

den he brought us to see a cake shop.. The Patissier.the cake was described to me as extremely delicious but i cldn't try it cos everything was sold..lol.. hopefully i hve chance the nxt time x)

den we headed to club street to see a restaurant which like sell edible flowers as their meals... so uncle david decided to treat us to hibiscus cheese cake...yummy.. den aunty n me went into this shoe shop which concept is freakin nice.. hve a bar counter too.. the shoes were exquisite.. =)

den kai n me dropped of at bugis so we can go suntec n buy our adidas jacket =)) black n orange.. beautiful! ~ hahahaha....damn funny.. we went to royal sporting house.. den only left one L size.. so i took it cos i finally can spend my voucher.. den we went to the adidas shop to get kai's one.. at first say dun hve.. but the gal was nice n helped us rechecked.... n we managed to get the last piece too :)..

headed to pastamania where we ate 2 full meals till like damn full.. n ithe total bill for both of us only cost me $2.30.. cos i was lucky to win the seventeen magazine $25 voucher lucky draw which i entered while slacking during my bcomm lesson.. mux thx shaun n alia.. hahaa =) food always taste nice wen eatin with a best fren x) had the cake for dessert.... i'm totally in love with the base lor... shiok!

tmr is teacher's day =))))))))) gonna return to ahs!

kids playin

Today was pouring as usual.. and just as i was about to set out too... i woke at 9 due to sms tellin me today meetin canceled n slept till 11am again.. hahz.. den meet kai at 1 instead of 12.. n stupid van had to splash water on me... crap shit!! whole side of one pants was wet la.. lucky wear black......

slacked arnd till like 3 plus till rain stopped.. den go hougang cos to cut kai's hair.. come back den dunno y headache so went to slp for 15 min cos was disturbed aft that cos someone's dota finished.. lol.. can't believed we played like little kids.. reali funny..

well.. ate dinner.. soup was delicious.. hahz the egg too.. x) den watched tv b4 heading home.. show startin in 10 min =)) tmr finally start work at 10.30am - 12.30pm giving out leaflets.. please get me another job with more hours soon..ragh!!

Gymm

Haven been posting the last few days cos everything has been the same.. slp at 4am.. wake up at 12... stare at the comp... only diff i did today was go gym with kai at 4.30.... ran 2.4km, cycled 4km plus finally get to use the one dat trains abs.. hahz...

den went to tm.. saw a very nice adidas black jacket with orange stripes.. i'm so gonna get that once i hve the money... thankfully i managed to walk around or i'll be suffering from 'home stuck syndrome'.. x)

den daddy decided to bring us for supper.. yummy!! went to try four seasons durian cafe.. damn shiok! good quality durians with clean n good environment.. den went to eat fried hokkien mee n bbq chicken wing.. whew!! todays gym has gone down the drain..... heh heh....

i noe i lead a boring life.. hopefully tmr wld be better =))

SENTOSA

11am - HARBOUR FRONT MRT!!! nicol was half an hr early, i n charissa reached on the dot...but 3 ppl were late - jac, KY and Hendric.. haha!! den go eat lunch at the hawker centre before gg to sentosa to play volley! started laughing all the way even in the MRT station cos hendric n charissa was back to their usual "chatter" .. while waiting for tram.. jac was sayin how come so long.. KY was like.. ai yah!! only 10 m long only mah!! TOOTs la.. hahz.. n we found out dey were late cos grandma was styling her dogggies hair.. no wonder hendric hair so nice today x)

reach dere.. we started playin vball.. freakin fun..lucky only slight drizzle and it stopped real fast... first time i enjoyed myself so much at sentosa.. all the laughter was immeasurable n i lurve these guys mann.. reali gonna miss S&W with them.. we even buried jac in the sand.. while hendric tried pulling charissa in to get her wet.. damn freakin nice to watch.. ooh lala.... oh n i got dunk into the sea.. cos i managed to push doggie down first.. haha! and also.. the beach shld like make a rule that guys mux NOT wear boxers into the sea only... especially wen its light coloured!! totally grossed me n char out n we cldn't watched the guys play with other ppl cos dey were like totally infront of us!! it started raining bout 5-6pm.. so we stopped n showered.. but the queue in the gals toilet was long.. lol...

went to Carl's jr to eat yet once again.. i managed to eat up the whole set.. including the chilli beef cheese fries!! yummy!!! dogggie was so hungry waitin dat he even nearly ate the whole napkin... heex x) den char, jac, KY and me went to the rooftop to walk n digest.. n took lots of pictures..40 in total =D, my sweet sweet memories =))

mad jack

Slept thru today's alarm for 2 hours!! woke up at 10 instead of 8.. was supposed to hve breakfast with my mom n meet weiling bout 12 at yck mrt to go nick hse.. end up.. mum was like.. mop the floor n scrub the dog mat or u can forget bout gg out..=.= i can't believe i did everything in 45 min flat.. including my shower..

den called weiling who kindly forgot to tell me she was gg to play tennis with MARCUS-es!!! den freakin left me only... reali tink slpin for extra 2 hrs was a blessing in disguise.. reach dere as expected.. nick was wowing.. so i ownself start movie marathon..x) but watch one show den sian liao.. so ate mac for lunch bout 2 plus..

aft eating, did my resume while nick caught up with his slpin... ended up fallin asleep for bout 15 min before david and the rest arrived.. took turns showering den watched noroi again.. but i was like fallin asleep while sitting on the floor.. hahz.. x)

nick's dad was nice to decide to brg us to mad jacks to eat.. bout to drive off towards the main road wen we saw marcus tan... * ahem (p&C)*..... all 5 of us went bonkers n were like screaming in the car... hahz.. wen we reached.. we ordered our stuff n started eating.. and as usual we were the crazy lot..even david's phone went hungry and tasted cheese from the fries.. heex! highlight of the day: david found a rubberband in my salad which i had been eating cos switched plates with him for his burger.. n he got a new set of grilled fish n we had 3 extra cakes as an apology.. and the dessert cake tasted rubbery.. n wen we walked out.. we saw a sign at the door dat we missed.. " EAT AT YOUR OWN RISK!" was thinking how appropriate it was.. ahahaz..

And for once.. mum didn't scream her head off even though i was still at yck mrt at 10 plus.. n i reached home jux slightly before 12.. hahahaz...first time out till so late..x)